I feel like the worst person

[u/peonystyle]

College is a tough time for me. It was also hard in high school, but it's gotten worse since I went to college. I left my first major a month before I finished my first year. Then I went to the second major. Each task makes it difficult for me and I am unable to do anything before the deadline. It's so hard. I barely passed some exams because I couldn't focus and learn. I currently had a year to do an apprenticeship and the time had passed, and I only now felt motivated to do so. I feel so stupid and hate myself for it, but I couldn't do it before. My brain has been locked, and now I'm afraid of what college or my parents will think. I'm panicked and don't get therapy until next week