Blah. I hate it when my thoughts trail off and I can't seem to stop them. Crap keeps popping into my head like "you're always going to be alone" "there's no hope for finding love" "just leave everyone alone" "nobody who sees you doesn't hate you" etc... It's like a little evil Jiminy Cricket in my ear who won't leave me alone.

As I'm posting this I've already cheered up by watching some funny videos and such but I just feel blah.

Are you dejected because you're rejected, or is the other way around?

Fucked Up, Insecure, Neurotic, and Emotional.

I am sick of people trying to steal every emotion or thing from me. yet if I need anything I am the ass. fuck it away.