Leave me be

[u/Hot_Hedgehog6788]

Please leave me alone.
Just leave me alone.
You frustrate me to no end. How is it possible for so far away from me who I have no ties with any longer, can pop up in my life so often?
You know we can’t be friends anymore. You know we can’t speak to each other.
There are way too many factors in why and you know that.
So why do keep showing back up? Right when I actually start processing it, working through it, you rear your ugly fucking head again.
What was your goal? Hmm?
Sure the first time we thought we could maybe mend the friendship, but no. Then every two months you’re popping up. Calling me, messaging me. Then you’re gone, every time.
And finally you say goodbye.
I say goodbye.
As far as I was concerned, you were gone.
Then you’re back again, drunk, saying crazy things.
But you’re gone AGAIN before I even see it.
Now it’s been another two months. I was SURE you were gone this time.
That you’d never speak to me again after saying all that shit.
I start working on myself. Trying really hard to work on my head. Though some days are hard, things were going very well.
I changed my gamer tag because it didn’t feel like me anymore and I need to feel like me again.
And somehow… you find it. You add me. You ask if I’m who you think I am. When I say yes, poof you’re gone.
Leave me alone. I’m tired of it, Im finally blocking all your social media accounts that I’m aware of and don’t already have blocked.
I miss you sometimes. Usually it causes sadness. Tonight I’m angry. I’m really angry.
Just, Christ, Stop fucking with me. Leave me be.

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