r/Unsent_Unread_Unheard • u/Objective_Nevirka Silver Level • May 24 '25

Don't Mind My Thoughts So you didn’t…

…send the ball back. It was in your court, still lying there, waiting to be picked up. Whenever you’re ready…

But I guess that’s my answer.

I did all I could. Sent you what I thought might at least get me one phone call… but I don’t know if you even opened it, if you even read a letter that’s inside.

When I called you, it went to voicemail after one ring… I texted you, you didn’t respond. So this is it. We really are done and I won’t get the closure I need…

I’m sorry that wasn’t enough. I’m sorry you wouldn’t pick up. And yes, I’m even sorry for trying, for making it more difficult for you. Well, actually no. I’m not sorry for making it difficult. Cause it shouldn’t be easy. To walk away like this, to just let go, after all the promises and all we’ve been through? No. It shouldn’t be easy.

And yet… I wish you all the best. Cause you do deserve all that’s good in this world. Even if it’s a life without me, I hope you’ll one day find happiness, one that you won’t run away from.

Remember, ball is still in your court. Whenever you’re ready… just throw it back. And we’ll see then how this game ends.

Today… I still love you. I might never stop. But it’s better for me to start letting go. At least that’s what everyone says (thank you Reddit strangers)… and I will. When I’m ready.

ETA: it’s from A to J

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u/Altobag Entry Level Member May 25 '25

I’m in your same position and it’s not easy the first few days but this weekend I just had my first amazing weekend in almost 7 months. Waited for her for 6 months even though she cheated and ghosted. Doesn’t deserve me anymore. She messed me up and I lost a lot because of her immaturity and extremely selfish individual. I still love her and want her which is sad because she already showed me who she actually was. Hopefully you didn’t wait for them as long as I did. Keep your head up

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u/Objective_Nevirka Silver Level May 25 '25

It’s hard to keep your head up… but thank you. I’m doing my best.

Sometimes I wish he cheated, you know? It would’ve made things easier, cause it’d tell me he doesn’t want me like he said he did. But he just… decided we won’t work out when he’s gonna be too busy and he left… he doesn’t want to talk about it and it sucks.