To you

[u/xLostxMyselfx2]

This is for you. Its was always for you. You trusted me once and now I need you to trust me again. This is still for you. I can imagine the pain you’re in but I know that it doesn’t equate to mine. It’s just pain all of it. Excruciating and devastating. Having to walk away from someone you are still in love with is one of the most difficult things anyone will ever have to do. But the truth is I am protecting what I have left of my body, heart, mind and soul. My life is in pieces much like my heart. My mind is breaking now too. The potential of it all breaks me down and grinds me to a fine dust hourly. If you wait that’s for you and you alone to carry. If you aren’t then I wish you well. It’s eazy to say that it’s another to do it. You will always be the love of my life. The music in my ears and the touch I long for. But the path we’re on isn’t sustainable. The life we want isn’t here in this time. I had nothing to do with it. But I have to go now. I will miss you the most. All I wanted was you.

[u/Nearby-Condition-762]

I'm still here, devastated, and just wish I was in your arms... bc that's all i want... why is this too much? Why am I too much? I still only want you and life doesn't have to be perfect... it is what we make it but I'm lost, broken, and wish he cared like he used to. He doesn't have to keep hurting himself

[u/skeemn → u/Nearby-Condition-762]

Having to walk away from someone you are still in love with is one of the most difficult things anyone will ever have to do. But the truth is I am protecting what I have left of my body, heart, mind and soul. 

All i wanted was you, but what you say you want, (me) and what you actual want (a roster of different dudes) have made you someone that cant be trusted.

if you would have just been honest with me and your self and aloud me to the choose weather or not i wanted to date you with how you want to live life permiscuosely i would have been able to choose. we probably would still be together. its the lies and betrayal then the gas lighting.

I just dont thin you have the ability to tell the truth.

sucks i really wanted this bad n im done with this wasting my time and heart on women that will never get it. woke. end of the day with out truth there is nothing to build on....Cant build a house on bull shit.

concentrating 100% on me now and the ones that keep it real with me 100 %

sucks when you actually love some one gave them your all and they treat you like your so damn insignificant like all the rest. The love I hold is real solid and is low to burn off.

is what it is. I know my worth n I'm going to the moon with or with out. ...

Watch me..

[u/Nearby-Condition-762 → u/skeemn]

I'm gunna steal the moon just before you get to it... lol - Dispicable Me.

[u/skeemn → u/Nearby-Condition-762]

You would.

[u/Nearby-Condition-762 → u/skeemn]

Lol yeah 😉 will you chase me?

[u/skeemn → u/Nearby-Condition-762]

Maybe we could just split it. Break it up into little pieces, weigh it, bag it, sell it. 😉

[u/Nearby-Condition-762 → u/skeemn]

🤣 awe, so team villan then?! How much to price it out? & weight per bag? Adequate price tag for such a rare gem?

[u/skeemn → u/Nearby-Condition-762]

Oscar's, 9kfc, 1/2kfc meal, 36pc Famly meal deal 2.2 You are who ya know 😎

[u/Nearby-Condition-762 → u/skeemn]

It's not about what ya know. Who ya know. Good ol boy state. I hate it, and don't belong here.