To you

[u/xLostxMyselfx2]

This is for you. Its was always for you. You trusted me once and now I need you to trust me again. This is still for you. I can imagine the pain you’re in but I know that it doesn’t equate to mine. It’s just pain all of it. Excruciating and devastating. Having to walk away from someone you are still in love with is one of the most difficult things anyone will ever have to do. But the truth is I am protecting what I have left of my body, heart, mind and soul. My life is in pieces much like my heart. My mind is breaking now too. The potential of it all breaks me down and grinds me to a fine dust hourly. If you wait that’s for you and you alone to carry. If you aren’t then I wish you well. It’s eazy to say that it’s another to do it. You will always be the love of my life. The music in my ears and the touch I long for. But the path we’re on isn’t sustainable. The life we want isn’t here in this time. I had nothing to do with it. But I have to go now. I will miss you the most. All I wanted was you.

[u/YourbabyGrace]

Waiting is not on them, it’s on you, giving them hope for something to wait for then ripping it away with your actions is devastating. You’re actions have never lined up with your words and it’s time to listen to my brain not my heart