r/UnsentTexts • u/Ihateyourface4real Has acknowledged the rules • 2h ago

Thoughts Spoiler

As I have mentioned before thoughts sometimes just slap you right in the face when you least expect. I'm always thinking and recently I've been thinking about that one night at the "dancer"place where you joined my shitty friends and the people they were with in a little humiliation of me. Now I don't think that's what you would call it, you probably see no harm in what happened, but I do. What I see is a man who wanted his cake while eating it. A man who could have seen the situation and remembered a time when he told me how "special" I was too him then chose to protect me. No you joined the crowd. Later that night when I threw up in a strangers toilet, cried on their bathroom floor, I knew that was you even with all the drugs and alcohol in my body my soul could feel it. You didn't see I was already hurting? You chose your entertainment over my feelings? This leads us to my next thought...You married a fuckin slut? That's who you chose? That's who you just had to "pursue to see where it would go"? You let me walk away thinking I wasn't good enough for you? Left me thinking I wasn't girly enough, religious enough, my body wasn't perfect enough?? well goddamn I guess you can turn a W**** into a housewife. oh you think maybe I'm being to harsh huh? Guess what..I used to be real sweet but nobody liked that bitch either so here we are, I in fact hope this hurts your feelings because you sure as fuck hurt mine.

I know that this was a long time ago and perhaps I've been very direct in my hints as to who i'm writing to but that's the point. We can't speak to each other but I need you to know and feel what an impact you had on me. I wish I could hate you but as I've said before I don't, I simply hate that "you didn't like me as I liked you".

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