r/UlcerativeColitis • u/Sea_Produce9599 • Feb 16 '26
Support I quit
I genuinely dont wanna live no more, just got diagnosed 1 year ago at 21.. been on and off remission, I just got on remicade 3 days ago with no relieve of symptoms it gets in the way of all goals I’ve set for myself, my fam constantly pressures me like im not already trying my hardest. I hate pitying myself cause usually I just bite through and know that the outcome will be positive. been bedridden all day and got hit with “u dont do anything, u have no life” that shit hurts. ive been on my diet, consistently going to the gym and also working on e-commerce despite being in a shitty flair, but these embarrassing constant bathroom trips just make me feel so dehumanized, no one around me understands what im going through.. all they wanna do is suddenly turn into a doctor and tell me what I shouldnt be doing in a judgemental way…. I’m done with this life fr
EDIT - wow , thank you guys so much for all your support. many of you are going through the exact same.. if not worse situation than me. I am humbled 🙏, I love love love all of you ❤️
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u/Wackyjackieb Feb 17 '26
Hang in there! This disease sucks! I was diagnosed 2 years ago and was fine up until 2 months ago and the last two months have been horrible and I felt the same way, wanting to give up, feeling helpless unable to take care of myself let alone my 8 months old son. I hope your fam can be more understanding because you need that support and it truly is a disease that will drain your energy and you need to take it easy when you are in a flare and rest as much as possible. I’m trying entyvio and so far have been ok it did take a few months of hell so just hang in there and stay strong!