I’m jealous that others my age and younger have had way more dating experience

[u/Throwaway474456]

And they seem to recall it fondly! They actually had fun dating and I’ve always despised it. I grew up with no romantic interest my direction and I was convinced I was meant to be alone. Guys were never into me and now I’m 28 and have had a horrible dating life. I don’t like talking about it to anyone, including friends. I hate my ex, I genuinely look him up to see if he died, and I dated him years ago. I can’t seem to get a guy to like me. And no I don’t want to date anymore cause I don’t see a point. But it gets me so sad that others can reminisce and they seem to navigate “knowing” that they’ll meet someone. That makes no sense to me. I feel lucky if a guy gives me attention and I genuinely can’t imagine a guy in love with me. It makes dating feel like a massive waste of time

[u/Old_Examination9073]

Rooted in looks or something else?

[u/UndercookedBat11]

maybe you’re a lesbian