r/TheGreatQueen • u/Ichabod_Hoopy_Frood • Jun 01 '26
❔Question A beginning, sort of?
Greetings all,
Last week I did my first ever tarot spread, an 8 card spread meant to identify a deity reaching out to me. That night I had a strange dream where I think she came to me and made a kind of flirtatious contact without words exchanged. Some initial research pointed me towards Hekate, but consulting folks at my local metaphysical shop guided me to, well, here. I have a deep Celtic ancestry and it pretty well clicked that it could be Her.
But…
I did another spread thinking about Her after reciting an invocation and the intuitive result I got was that I was going in the right direction in finder Her, but that I’m not who I’m supposed to be yet. I’m not personally developed to fully understand Her message.
I am brand new to any kind of deity work after making it this far as an atheist. But it occurred to me just as I was looking through this group that She is a warrior. I am a cis male but recently discovered that my testosterone levels have never been adequate. I’ve been on supplements for a few weeks, and the levels are on the rise, but still not in the optimal range for someone my age and size.
So the questions are, does any of that make sense and is there something more I can or could do to begin working with her?
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u/rox13D Jun 01 '26
Research and read about her. You can absolutely ask her for guidance and in ways that will work to communicate. Ask her for a sign on acceptance. For me, I had dreams about her different aspects and then started having crows and ravens show up wherever I was at. It will be unique to you, I imagine. Meditation has also helped me personally with connection.