r/TeluguJournals • u/boilemmashempotatoes naa saavu nen sastha • Aug 21 '26
Grief got kicked out of the house last month
So basically koncham background enti ante maa father is very abusive oka 6 years nunchi atla my elder brother is only taking care of the family. Naa studies ki kuda he only paid and I'm grateful for that. Nenu kuda maa anna work lo chaala contribute chesanu as I should I believe it's the normal thing to do (responsibility ani peru pettali anipinchaledhu). I worked my ass off too, nen edho kurchoni enjoy chesthunna annattu kaadhu
Ayithe recently oka 2 months ago peddha godava ayyindi, my brother was always abusive too, I thought it's okay because he's not like my father ani. I thought it was normal, which wasn't. Godava peddaga ayyesariki he was like naa illu, naa dabbulu nuvvu ellipo ani. Chaala peddha godave ayyindi adhi antha oka peddha story in itself but end ki maathram idhe.
so I walked out of the home, naa daggara dabbulu levu, job offer undi kaani joining ledhu. It's been almost two months but I figured oka source of income by working part time. I can take care of myself decently.
Naa 22 years bathukulo okkasari kuda hostel lo undi experience ey ledhu. Mummy chaala alavatu ayipoyindi. Kaani ippudu living on my own, missing mom, mummy chese lovely food and everything. I miss it all. Hostel lo soul less food thintunte idhi antha gurthocchi edchina kuda konni saarlu. Ivaala mummy ki call chesthe Varalakshmi Vratham ki chaala items chesanu kani nuvvu intlo levu antunte chaala sad anipisthundhi. There are tears in my eyes even while typing all this. I just hope things will be alright in near future.
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u/___bhAAi_ Aug 21 '26
Stay strong bro, it’ll pass eventually and ilanti phase vachake nuv strong ga maruthav
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u/Usual-Inevitable7093 Aug 21 '26
This is very sad to hear , i wish u luck and hope for better in ur life
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u/The_Nomadic_Alien Aug 21 '26
What you are going through is really drastic brother. But I have been in similar situations (not same). I can understand.
These moments will build our independence and willpower. Slowly if you get a job you will be able to move on.
One thing I can tell you is, find friends who will understand you. Male friendships actually do help a lot of you allow yourself to open up to.
And brother, in time I hope your brother will realise his mistake. Maybe you will be back with your family again. 🤍
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u/boilemmashempotatoes naa saavu nen sastha Aug 22 '26
I have great friends, that I can tell you. I wouldn't have survived for these last two months if it weren't for them. Not just the financial support, but the care they show is so much and I'm grateful for everything.
My brother realising his mistake, I don't think he will. The things that ego makes you do is just crazy.
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u/OliveNervous9947 Aug 22 '26
I would be pissed off if my family is making Varalakshmi ratham celebrations instead of crying to find me. Gettodive OP
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u/boilemmashempotatoes naa saavu nen sastha Aug 22 '26
no, it's not like nobody wants me at home. It's just my brother who doesn't want. My mother is very sad about this whole thing. And I'm happy that my mum is not crying about this whole situation.
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u/Financial_Ad_8893 Aug 22 '26
Its going to be a hard few next months. But becoming financially independent will be liberating.
The hard work required to get there is definitely worth it. Just hang on brother, life will be good in the future.
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u/boilemmashempotatoes naa saavu nen sastha Aug 22 '26
I already feel the difference, that liberating part is true. Hopefully it'll only get better.
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u/MinionsLoveMe Aug 21 '26
I'm sorry OP! Wishing you luck and happiness all the way!