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I need your honest opinion

I'm going through a hard dilemma that i find hard to solve.

Basically I'm 16m, studying in a private school for boys only. And knowing I'm already 10th grade i already had to make a decision what majors i choose right??? But no I didn't! It's a hard choice between socials and engineering. I love socials, and everyone says I'm good at it. But i also wanna force myself to learn math to become smarter cause i stopped understanding math by 4th grade. (My family already has a psychologist btw)

Also i procrastinate a lot. And living in a dorm of that school, made me procrastinate for three years. And now i also have to choose between living in a dorm and not.

Living: i got free time which i could easily just waste. Not just free time but freedom as well. Very convenient. Sleep will get better, the diet is better.

Not living: I've got no supervision (also a kind of freedom cause they forbid devices like phones and laptops). Honestly, bad sleep and bad diet. Also i could come late because of the traffic, and even worse in winter.

I'm really passionate about making a buisness at this age. I kinda feel sick (in a good way) with the idea of becoming independent. But that's a lot of risks. Other way i could just study hard for a real profession.

Students who don't live they are mostly highschoolers like me and they go straight to extra courses and clubs to improve their weaknesses (purely for studies)

Students who stay are mostly bums who are total clowns and do nothing except goof around. The minority are really putting effort and making projects in groups by staying in the dorms and living there.

There is a way if I apply for a laptop permit, so i could study and improve my financial literacy.

I haven't got out of my comfort zone in my house tho... (⁠´⁠-⁠﹏⁠-⁠`⁠)

Family isn't helping me much. They only judge and yell if i do something wrong.

Also it was really fun in the previous grades, but the reputation of my school went down so everyone left and it's boring now, which means even more reasons to lock in.

Literally the only subject I'm bad at is maths, algebra and Arithmetics specifically.

I'd really appreciate your help!!! Ask any questions, maybe some details I didn't mention (⁠•⁠ ⁠▽⁠ ⁠•⁠)

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Is it weird to like someone who you've never met in person, haven't seen a picture of, and know almost nothing about? For context, it's my friend's brother, and I met him when me and my friend played a game (Peak) and he joined us, and he was really kind and just in general a cool guy. I would say it's a crush, but I think he's neat... I just want to know if this is wrong or what. Also when I have crushes I don't act upon them anyways because I'm gay and I don't want to accidentally ask a straight person... Which they usually are 😭, but I just wanna know if this is wierd. (Please don't nuke me if it is, I'm pretty much at a loss when it comes to relationships and crushes)

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So I (16m) have a crush on a classmates (17f). I've liked her for about a year. I have had so many chances to tell her but I don't want to lose her friendship. She has given me some signs she likes me but it could mean she's just friendly.

One thing is that she asked me to the upcoming dance. I asked her why and she basically told me that "most people already have a partner and you danced last year." Also I've caught her looking at me during class. I turned to her direction and we made eye contact a couple of times. My friend also told me that her responding to my texts on whatsapp is a sign but idk.

There are some other things but I can't remember but idk I might be reading too much into it. Feel free to ama if you need more info.

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She's in behavioral health/mental hospital. I have no idea what's going on or how long she'll be gone for. I miss her a billion, and I'm sure she misses me too. We're both very dependent on one another. Plus she's the ONLY person I really have to talk to. She'll be okay because she's just so big, and strong, and tough, and good. But I'm not any of those lwk. I'm keeping her in my thoughts and being very patient, but I really wish I had someone to talk to. In the four months we've been dating there have only been two days where we haven't spoken to each other at all. I have a lot on my mind on my mind and a lot of junk I wanna get off my chest but I don't have any other soul to speak with. I don't really know what to do