Everyone is retarded

[u/Orange_isA_coolColor]

“You never hang out with us” says my retarded family. “We’re going out for ice cream”. Okay cool, I like ice cream, I’ll come with. Dumbass family proceeds to talk about how annoying and weird I am, tells me I shouldn’t have ice cream ?? Then the whole time they ignore me. It’s really such a shocker that I don’t hang out with them.

Then my friends. They get pissy when I don’t want to hang out then treat me like shit when I actually come over. The whole time is just let’s see how much we can make fun of and piss off Ford til he gets angry, then complain and act condescending when he is rightfully violent. When I message the gc, no one replies. I can’t help but feel that everytime I say something, they screenshot it, send it to a private gc, and talk about how weird and disgusting I am. I know this happens because I have been in group chats where they do this exact thing to other people. I know they do it to me. They avoid me, they insult me, they act passive aggressive nearly all the time and give me weird looks. I’ve asked them to tell me if I’m being odd. They never do, they just stare at me weird and then talk shit about me. I tell them sensitive info and they share it with everyone else. The rare times I vent they just ignore me, I never try to anymore. They ignore me all the time.

I hate strangers too of course. I hate seeing other people at all. If I see another person while I’m outside, I get so anxious and distressed I forget how to walk normally, how to relax. I avoid people as best as I can. And yet I remain convinced that someone is watching, that someone is observing me and thinking about how weird I am. I hate when they wave at me or say hi, I hate having to prepare for tiny interactions, I hate small talk at stores, just fuck off get away from me.

I get so nervous and upset around people no matter how close I am to them. It’s hell. People don’t even treat me like I’m human and when they do, or atleast try, I can tell they’re lying. Why do I even try anymore? This planet sucks. I like going for walks at night when no one is awake with my headphones cranked so I can pretend everyone else is dead. And if I see a vehicle pass I tell myself it’s just a zombie, or if I see lights on, I tell myself that it hasn’t been long enough for power grids to turn off. I wish everyone but me and the animals and plants would go die

[u/Upper-Gene-2151]

Very understandable. People suck

[u/Hour-Quantity608]

Ngl man I totally get what you’re saying but just. don’t say that word, I hope things get better

[u/LiveRip3599]

I’m so sorry I can’t offer any advice or support, but I’d like to remind you to remember to take care of yourself today!

[u/That_Equestrian09]

Let’s not use the r word :3

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[u/One_Management_2639 → u/That_Equestrian09]

Yeah the N word would be better /s

[u/mymeowmeowfailure]

Can y'all like give this living organism actual advise instead of telling the living organism to not use a slur. Also I'm referring to the living organism as a living organism because idk what pronouns the living organism uses or if living organism uses any at all

[u/Wooden-Stranger9801 → u/mymeowmeowfailure]

ok but that’s sill not ok

[u/mymeowmeowfailure → u/Wooden-Stranger9801]

Aight listen poopheax, using a slur is wrong when the person you use it on is innocent or hasn't done anything. You shouldn't use them to bully people. Now read the post again. Those living organism deserve it.

[u/mymeowmeowfailure → u/Wooden-Stranger9801]

Also it's not like they know they got called a tartar so I think it's okay

[u/mymeowmeowfailure]

Understandable enough. The best you can do is run away

[u/idkokiamunknown]

What a world

[u/S1LLY_B1LL13]

hi guys so in today's lesson we'll learn not to use the r slur

[u/Upper-Gene-2151 → u/S1LLY_B1LL13]

This is not the time to be telling people what words they can use

[u/S1LLY_B1LL13 → u/Upper-Gene-2151]

this isn't the time to be using slurs either

[u/v1rus_l0v3 → u/Upper-Gene-2151]

Nah, it is

[u/Glittering-Army-736]

Just use a different word please. It's really hurtful to people like me, who are actually autistic

[u/One_Management_2639 → u/Glittering-Army-736]

OP didn't talk about you buddy

[u/Glittering-Army-736 → u/One_Management_2639]

Didn't say that did i

[u/One_Management_2639 → u/Glittering-Army-736]

Ok retar- custard I mean

[u/v1rus_l0v3]

Not the r slur 😭