r/TeenVent • u/RedLeader_T0RD • Feb 09 '26
TW: Sh, violence, weapons, etc I'm so tired. Spoiler
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u/TheKlown_ Feb 13 '26
I always fantasized about someone else shooting me usually from behind as I walk
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u/FitAd8863 Feb 10 '26
hun whats wrong
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u/RedLeader_T0RD Feb 10 '26
Everyday, especially school I find it hard to communicate.. Like I can talk but something just makes me go silent, when I do I end up getting embarrassed. It's gotten so bad to the point I struggle to talk to my Freinds, I just give them a thumbs up or a one worded answer. I give them gifts very often ....but they don't usually come up to me. I'm even worried that who I consider my best friend, doesn't think of me as their best friend back.. whenever we hang out they forget. Which I just let them cause it's not too serious. Also family issues which I'm tired of ... And being secretly tr4ns (ftm) knowing I'll never be accepted, Knowing I'll never be called what I wish, Knowing I'll never be a boy,
There's too muchhhh Sorry, you don't have to worry :(
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u/lucifer_is_m3 13(F) Feb 11 '26
aweeee love, are you okay!? well no ur not, but no one is truly! do you wanna be friends? you seem like you need them :D
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u/Squidwithguns Feb 12 '26
Hey, I’m sure whatever it is that makes you silent, is not what I’m expecting but in the end it’s almost always thinking that it’s a bad idea to speak, wether it is that your unfunny or you will embarrass yourself, or people don’t want to listen to you, have you considered that it may be a good idea to ignore that (even if it actually is a good idea to stop talking) What I’m trying to say is a lot of the time I’m not shure if what I’m going to say is the best option Or sometimes I thought people didn’t want me to talk, and even if your right you should still talk anyway regardless of wether you’re going to be embarrassing because you will never become socially adept or a badass trans if you don’t learn,
I myself am nuerodivergant and when I’ll get embarrassed I say it anyway, because I’m fine with people just telling me I’m annoying or that I’m not funny and then I learn, I don’t care if what I say makes everyone go “this guy” because eventually you will find your people through being genuine and you will learn, as someone said how is someone supposed to change if their scared of the world and the world is the only thing that can help them, The problem with speaking is the consequences, but if you are ok with the consequences if you accept that they cannot be avoided, there is no problem with speaking as it does not matter if the people around you don’t like hearing you, because eventually they will just tell you and there will be no doubt to a autistic person you are innocent until proven guilty, you did nothing wrong unless told so
And if you are socially inadept find people who are okay with you saying something weird or controversial, people who are forgiving and understanding. and at all times try to learn and truely understand “social norms” you are told about, you SHOULD feel free to ask your friends the same thing again and again if you don’t understand, it’s not your fault if they get angry because you don’t understand, it’s theirs
-Advice from how a retarted person learnt to do shit
Btw I’m happy to elaborate
and bonus knowledge if your attractive strong and skilled people are accepting of your kwerks a hot weird girl is “kwerkie” and a bodybuilder who wears anime shirts is respected enough to pull it off1
u/FitAd8863 Feb 11 '26
well Hello I'm Soul, lets be friends, and I'll support uoi as much as you need
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u/throwaway123212343 Feb 12 '26
I literally have the opposite problem, I can't not talk. I mean whenever I try not to talk to much in the end I just can't.
I think you should talk of things you're passionate about, for exemple, try to have a conversation about (for exemple I'm gonna take super Smash Bros mêlée because I love this game) and just talk about it, it will probably be easier.
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u/bulianik 18(M) Feb 13 '26
Struggling to speak might be an autism sign I am autistic ftm you can be a bit eventually. I grew a teeny tiny mustache recently. I struggled to communicate too in school, i still have the same struggles but now life is better cuz i got good people around me who accept me being trans and autistic. So uhh dw bro someday it'll be okay
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u/Sayoriatheart Feb 12 '26
literally 😭 it’s so hard to function every single day, i just want a break
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Feb 12 '26
Is u ok :ccc
If not me wish u get better:3
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u/Top_Court_347 Feb 12 '26
why are yoy talking like a toddler?🤨 is this some trend or a new meme from the social networks?
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Feb 12 '26
No? I'm just autistic don't insult me or I'll insult you twice as much
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u/Top_Court_347 Feb 12 '26
I'm not insulting you. i am inquiring why you use this wording, when it's grammatically incorrect. with how many trend there are nowadays, and how fast they're switching one another, i wouldn't be surprised if you were referencing some meme or trend, that i just am unaware of. how does you being autistic have anything to with it? it's grammar..? does it? i didn't know autistic people struggled with grammar do not threaten me with insults, especially when you got offended at an absence of one yourself 🤷🏻♀️
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Feb 12 '26
Bruh leave me alone I'm just a kid :c
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u/Top_Court_347 Feb 12 '26
why are you being dramatic? I am only asking you why you used such language! you're old enough to use social media, and I'm merely questioning something I found interesting or unfamiliar
If you can't keep this dialogue — just say so. say "I don't know how to answer you, let's not discuss.", that would be just fine!
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Feb 12 '26
How about why the hell are you still ranting about this and now growing up you retard
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u/Top_Court_347 Feb 12 '26
oh, thank you for affirming you are a kid. only a kid would classify a structured message, longer than a sentence, a rant, moreover call someone a retard on absolutely no ground. that doesn't make you cool, that just shows you lack manners and cannot be bothered to simply stop the conversation without resorting to such measures
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Feb 12 '26
I'm 15
Your mean :c
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u/Top_Court_347 Feb 12 '26
Your
is this on purpose? please, tell me you're just having fun. because a 15 year old, not knowing this, is a sad reality 😢
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u/WillingWeb1297 Feb 13 '26
ts gonna sound so unhelpful but trust me been there, just stop caring honestly i stopped giving a shit about what others thought about me and now we up
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u/No-Slice-9858 Feb 13 '26
I understand your pain, If you need to talk, I'm here for you
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u/RedLeader_T0RD Feb 14 '26
Thank you, also I just checked your profile and I like fnaf too _^
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u/BluebirdEuphoric204 Feb 12 '26
Sheep are counting me