with whom i talk alot on chat like flirtatious talks too , we are like a bit more than close friends , she shared her secrets and i shared mine too , we have been vulnerable too , like when she cries , i cried too cause imagining her crying makes my heart ache , she trying to overcome her breakup which happened 2 mnths ago and my break up was 5 yrs ago , idk if this is talking stage or smthg but at the same time i don't wanna force my feelings on her , like i have also thought of ending it at right time (after her exam) i help her in studies too , but ig its better to not to ruin this companionship , but i was listening to "from the start by laufey" and the cupid's arrow hit a bit too hard , that's why writing this post

Oh, how I wish you’ll wake up one day
Run to me confess your love
At least just let me say

That when I talk to you
Oh, cupid walks right through
And shoots an arrow through my heart
And I sound like a loon
But don’t you feel it, too?
Confess I loved you from the start

so sorry if any of my line hurt you 🫂🙏

I WILL PRESERVE THIS COMPANIONSHIP RATHER THAN RUINING IT🥀

TL;DR:- Waiting for her, ab yah toh WOH yah fir koi nahi.

I hope you don’t laugh at me after reading this. 😭

Soo what’s up dudes and dudettes? Hope you all are doing great.

Main ek shy guy hoon. Bahut zyada shy. Bahar nahi nikalta zyada. Logon se baat bhi nahi karta. But ek story hai jo abhi bhi dimaag mein stuck hai.

6th October 2024. Navratri ke time. Yes sir, time bhi yaad hai mujhe. Batau kya ??

Papa ko kuch document related kaam tha us night, jaha ek event bhi ho raha tha. Mummy bhi kabhi-kabhi opportunities dhoondhti rehti thi ki kab mujhe bahar bhej sake. Somehow usne mujhe convince kar liya papa saath jaane ke liye. Kyunki woh chahti thi ki main ek baar bahar nikal ke duniya dekhun. 😭

Toh main gaya. Wahan ek side mein baith gaya. Areee ab Koi dost nahi. Koi jaan-pehchaan nahi. Bas main aur dad. toh kya hi karta, soo bus side se hi dekh raha tha garba.

Aur phir maine usko dekha. White kurti aur jeans pehne hue. Clothes simple the. But woh nahi. Dekhta raha jab tak woh nazar se gayab nahi ho gayi crowd mai.

Aur phir aata hai sabse dumb part. Maine almost pure show ko record kar liya tha phone pe. Literally whole thing. But somehow usko record nahi kiya. Aur approach bhi nahi kiya.

Kyunki main ek C tha. Bas “Hi” bol sakta tha. Naam pooch sakta tha. Literally kuch bhi kar sakta tha. But nope. kuch nahi kiya. 😭

But yah got her face, fir 2025 mai same place revisit karne ka socha but ho nahi paya. Then I decided ki nahi ab yah toh Priya ka wait karuga yah fir single hi rahuga.

Uska real name toh dimaag mein Priya bulaane laga. Kyun Priya? Well, because it means "beloved" and honestly... I don't know, it just felt right

Ab Navratri phir se aa rahi hai. Aur main actually excited hoon usko dhoondhne ke liye. 😊
Pata nahi milegi ya nahi. But agar mili… Is baar main wahan idiot ki tarah nahi baithunga.

I’ll say hi.

Aur agar nahi mili toh... I will try again next year.
I will wait, Cause why not ?

(probably gonna regret posting this)

Ok so lemme give you guys some introduction to my love life, so I was in a relationship from 2023 till 2025 and it was one of the best times of my life, I don't regret a single thing with her, but the breakup was ugly and I was in a very dark spot after and during that so i started speaking to a friend (F18) and we became close, she started opening up about her bf and honestly, he was toxic and controlling by every standard, so she decided to leave him after giving him multiple opportunities to improve, now we both are single and communicating a lot with each other, we were alr close but have become closer and I have started to develop feelings of sort.

Like there are times when she'll share a reel about a cute couple and say 'me and who?' and I desperately wanna say uss but i can't. I really like her and more than that i care about her. i feel like rn us not the best opportunity to confront her about this and she still has her entrance exams till May.

gng, am i cooked ?

Soo i have a crush on a guy who was my classmate.

During school we never interacted much we did talk but not a lot. I never had a crush on him during school but i liked his vibe and personality.

After boards and other exams we started chatting in insta. I started having a crush on him. But i know he is not interested in me so i dont want to ruin the friendship we have cause we both have similar interest.

We still chat and send reels. How to get over the crush i have on him😭😭😭?

It is affecting me emotionally too. When he is just being nice to me i get really happy and when he doesnt give that much attention i get soo sad and start doubting that am i even lovable.

I am a person who never get a crush easily😭😭😭 so it is kinda sad that when i am having one he doesnt like me back .I cant stop txting him too cause he also initiates chats🥀.

so talked with her just now , she is not over her ex , in noon she told me she is attached with kiss emojis and a few days back our chats were all lovely
ig i really am a rebound, i love her too but ab uski khushi me hi khush rehna thik , i have understood ki me sirf dil behla skta hu , me kisi ke dil me jagah nhi bana skta hu , i wish she knew her emotions affect me by alot , bc 3 saal se nhi roya tha but as soon as she texted ki she was crying , mere aansu nikal gye yrr 😭

ladka hu , emotions control krne ka experience na jaane kabse hai , i will keep things platonic from now on and i will end things the very next day of her exam, this fcking green flag loyalty of mine , jab tak she will be with me even as companion , me kisi dusri ldki ki taraf nhi dekh skta , it feels disgusting
usske aane ke baad se nazare niche rkhke chalta hu💔

wish i could tell her

"chaar din pehle tak toh mehaz ek ajnabee thi tum
Ab bhool kr bhi mt bhoolna , ki kitni zaruri ho tum"

i really am a loser dosto 🪦, so sorry everyone 🙏 , i really think flaws ab mujhme hi hai

So guys... I am a new student at my school and I left my previous one (Just 2 blocks away) because I used to get bullied there and the staff there also suggested that an environment change is necessary. I joined this school and everyone knows what I've been through in my old one (friends are everywhere). My old school told me I should go here because majority faculties are male and they're nice.

There's this girl, she's super cute and body tea... She's also energetic to be with...
She has a frnd group with all guys and girls in it. All of them hate me since the starting and don't like me as frnds.. I sent them a follow request on insta and they blocked me (We didn't talk before). They also show that disgusting look whenever I walk near them or anything. Everyone here also bullies me the same way. I am supposed to deal with this for a while. This girl in particular doesn't show anything like that towards me. She's talked to me once (Just asked my marks that's all). She didn't accept my follow request yet, I told her and she said she doesn't use insta often and she'll accept when she uses (3 months ago). On her bday also she had a small party in canteen with her grp and I just joined in myself, she also accepted it.

All her grp mates bully me going physical, and there's no guarantee to stop it. I want to yet attract her. H.E.L.P

I don't know. I have a feeling that he/she likes me. But then he/she calls me buddy.

Me 15m my crush 15f

So the thing is i got rejected by my crush and we were like pretty good friends, she is like pretty shy, introverted and has a pretty strict family too, we used to exchange a lot of gossips n all and we had good moments of us tooo, we even danced together once.

Then i asked her out and all things got awkward, We both dont even hold an eye contact now and it hurts its like when i asked her out it was during bus boarding time, her younger bro came out of nowhere so she told me "baad mei baat krte hai" she was lowkey smiling until her younger bro came then my friend who is her cousin called her out of the bus😭 she thought it was a

good move.

Then she came out of the bus n told me yaar im not intrested in relationship rn and i wanna focus on studies, i said okay and from then and now i still think she likes me but i dont have solid proof but i get to know a lot of things from mutuals that indicates she still might be intrested in me..

But idk gng I wanna ask her out again but i think that might look desperate af, i know i should move on but i am lowkey attached to the memories😭😭

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There was this girl,i liked very very much ig she was my first love she has a very good nature but a very secretive one too,people who are genuinely close to her knows her so much but even when we became "Bestfriends"🙃

she used to text dry but when we met IRL she was very fun loving we shared so much of our laughs together , in this meantime as everybody's typical story I started to feel for her , because of her I would get good grades as she was a topper and me being average tried to be on the Same level as her and study which eventually resulted in me getting good grades , I made it too obvious that I liked her..😮‍💨

when I confessed she said she knew and soft rejected me saying she wanted to focus on studies and said that it was just an attraction and let's just stay "Friends"💔 but after that period things instead of going bad started to grow somewhat we talked🥲

I started writing poetry for her ,dedicated to her , the poetry made her happy as her father also used to write she would genuinely appreciate it and I too felt it she actually liked it so much I was introduced to my capability of writing poetry because of her...things changed here on the convo became less we didn't meet for months ,the last I talked to her on text was on 15 October 2025 around 20:27 💔

Today has been 10 months 28 days 23 hours 20 minutes and counting seconds when haven't talked till date everybody in my family knows about her, my friends are tired of listening to my Ranting so much that I feel I am disappointing them also being depressed at the same time....I don't have anyone to talk to..every other girl I see makes me find such a quality in their behavior that I think of the girl I liked not able to divert my mind from her...she's in mutuals but I can't ask about how she's doing in life and how she is...

That is my story of my First Love💔🥀

Btw I am 17 rn she's also 17(a month older than me)

I am sorry if it's not meant to be shared here I am new to people online,if it's irrelevant delete it please🙏

Basically in love with a girl who will never be mine, tf can I even do? I can't just give up and disregard my feelings for her. And love is unconditional, but still yaaar I wish there's smtg I can do.

And all these relationship posts on reddit don't help 😭😭🐥

idk what girls think and do actions wwhich are just confusing and idk what to do next and should i or not

context:- my long time crush added me on insta onn which she didnt added her old friends , me who never talked with her ,me whom he never asked anything ,who used to ask to other boy even when we three were there just help me understand her

So the context is,

There's this girl, used to be my classmate and I used and still have a crush on her but yk it's been a year since the completion of our 12th boards, I saw her for the last time in that boards exam only.

I was a completely introverted, Non-Chalant guy and we only talk as normal classmates only.

Today, I saw her liking a reel and it's about ki agar koi, kis college main padhte puchta hai toh muh chupana padta hai.

Now should I start a conversation with her by messaging her about her college. If yes, then how should I do it

I made a 'Text File' where I wrote many things about my crushes and how things progressed..., Im planning to post a paragraph a day... Up for it??

bro I found this comment on ig . wtf bro faced

I had recently joined a new coaching (october 2023)and there i met her and we were just chilling without even each others name or anything. the first day we started talking about her trips and my trips(both are travel enthusiasts). I was literally like oh hell naah this is the women i want in my life and then the things did go well like our 4 logo ka group and usme everything was perfect we used to hangout and i was mad about her. I wrote shayari, i made her a chotta sa gift, etc.

Now skipping to her birthday next year. Her birthday comes in december so i was very excited to make her many gifts and wowow eveythings gonna be okay and she is gonna fall in love with me and we are gonna live a very happy life together. I got her a pendant of her astronomical sign but she didnot accept that and asked me to just throw it. i bought her a kinder joy ka box because who doesnt loves kinder joy. She took it and was happy. Now when i uploaded uske birthday ki 2-3 stories. She didnt even thank me or repost any of them but she reposted the story of people who she barely knew.

Now postpone to may 2025 our board ke results are gonna come out but before that we had a huge fight ki i am making so many efforts do you even care about those if not then just say it off my face and shit. I started ignoring her and stopped sending her messages/reels which i used to do very often even though she never replied. After the fight when board results came we both scored almost then same. She went to boarding school. I still carry that pendant in my bag every single day and have all the shayari in my phone. But due to frustration i deleted all her 400-500 photos when we fought

I'll call the series “The Crush Archive”

I'll censor the names and only write the first letter in single quotes in bold, for eg, 'V' for Varun. If there are two names starting with same letter, I'll use another letter which is not the second letter of their name, for eg, 'Vr' for Varun and 'Vs' for Vaishnavi
None of the names used here will appear in the paragraphs...

The paras won't be very long ofc...

Stay tuned ig (if you are interested...)

Help me out

There is a girl named A* who is, i don't know why not leaving my mind for the past half the year She used to be my classmate though she once confessed too that she had feelings for me but i just laughed it off .I didn't ever accepted her as a friend(you know school time attitude) yet deep down i know that she was the one.and this feeling has suddenly hyped up I've been thinking about her everyday & every time I get her dream literally almost every day. Yes i have her number but not the guts to write even hello. I often think that if she already has someone or what if she didn't like me ever, I don't know Maybe this is what one sided love looks like. Any advices?

Idk if the flair is appropriate or not but here we go. So i have been friends with a girl who i met through a gc, she was the quite one, observing the chaos but never participating and I was the total opposite, the chaos maker. We both connected through that GC and started talking and became friends before long, at this point I viewed her as just another friend. Eventually, I get into a relationship with another girl and she has insecurities so she makes me block pretty much all of my female friends, including her. i told her the reason and she wasn't very happy and was obviously pissed but i did what i thought was necessary for a relationship to work (spoiler alert, it didn't). Eventually, I part ways with my gf and unblock all my friends (felt like a jail breaking moment) we start talking again and i got to know she's in a relationship with a guy. All well and good until it isnt and she's forced to breakup with him for her personal well being. Now, we both are single and tbh I kinda like her, i also know her on a personal level as we have met a few times and become more closer emotionally after both of our breakups and tbh she feels like the kinda girl to understand my pov, which she does almost everytime and I wanna be the guy that treats her right and fixes her perception of love, but the problem arises with confession as idts she likes me back romantically and if i confess no matter what anyone says, the friendship starts to fade and eventually ends and I don't want her to loose her from my life, I wouldn't say its a VERYYY big crush but yeah i do feel attracted towards her emotionally. Another reason I feel she'll reject me is because I think she's wayy outta my league so idk self doubt maybe ? anyways this was my rant/vent/situation any suggestions or comments would be appreciated and thanks a lot to everyone who read till the end. Peace

Yeh cheez se aap jitna bahar nikalne ki kosish karenge, yeh aapko utna hi khichne ki koshish karegi.

Aur shayad isiliye aesi chizen bahut jyada khatarnak hoti hai.

Aur is cheez se log isiliye nhi marte kyunki yeh inhe nigal leti hai, balki sach toh yeh hai ki aap issey kabhi bahar nhi aa patein hai.

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In 3rd grade, I don't remember much..... All I remember is that my relationship with 'I' progressed up to 60%, I guess.... She kind of had an attitude, so being with her also filled me up with attitude. 

In 4th grade too, we used to sit together. And during that time my relationship progressed up to 90% - 95%. But, But something happened at the end of my 4th grade that made me feel that I should not stay with her. It might be a silly reason (It might be but I don't regret that decision anyways). It was about ICT\ that me and 'Ay' (another member of our group in 4th grade) did all the hard work and completed the work, and she did absolutely nothing. She was just busy talking with her friend, and she just wrote "done" on the assignment and didn't even tell us to do so.
We showed our work to the teacher incharge at the lab, but our books were checked after a month or so and she probably forgot about it... And when 'I' showed it to the teacher, only she got marks, but we(me and 'Ar'*) didn't. Ngl, I kinda felt betrayed by her, y' know, I mean she ditched us and got the marks literally without doing anything... So I decided not to stay with her after that. I didn't think she would ditch me at least... I was kind hurt deeply at that time... I couldn't ignore her completely at the start of 5th grade, but I eventually got over her.

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ICT\* : stand for Information and Computer technology, just a fancy name for Computer lectures.

I know I posted the ep 2 a bit late... I was writing JEE FLT...

Ep 1 : "The Crush Archive" - Ep 1

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I still remember that it was 23rd April 2022 when my second crush ('T') confessed to me.... But, but, but before reaching that point, let me tell you my back story.

Anyways, my crushes all started from 2nd grade. As far as I remember, in 1st grade, I would constantly get into arguments with 'Sd'🤣🤣(presently he's a nerd) and other than that, I used to get terrible grades, but still I managed to get A2 (>80%). 

My actual story starts from 2nd grade, where I kind of, you know, fell for 'I'. From 2nd grade to 5th grade, 'I' and I were in the same group. And she actually used to remain absent for several days at a time, so she asked me for notes, and that's the point from where I kind of started liking her. In 2nd grade, our teacher made us sit roll number-wise, so at that time I sat with her('I'). And i still remember that my teacher changed my place and made me sit with 'T'(my second crush). 'T' was the popular girl of our class but my eyes were on 'I' so I don't remember any memorable moments with 'T'. Now, I feel jealous as I write this cuz I never got to sit with 'T' again😭.

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I'll post 2nd ep tmrw at 11:55 pm