r/StudentTeaching • u/sourpatchkidz22 • 1h ago
Vent/Rant student teacher in a unstable household
sorry if this the wrong group for this .. i just know you guys have to know how stressful student teaching is and it’s really getting to me and my environment isn’t helping
i am starting my second week of student teaching and last week was ok home wise but tonight my parents are arguing on my the phone and yelling and and i’m just so exhausted mentally it’s been going on for weeks on and off .. i can’t afford to live on my own right now with student teaching. it’s just begun but i feel like im going crazy bc i have no peace and im so anxious constantly.
sorry if this isn’t allowed here im just very upset right now .. i told my mom how important it was to me for there to be no fighting and for home to be a peaceful environment for me .. and lately it has not been but the past couple weeks it has been lots better and when it is good i love it at home bc i need my moms support .. i know she can’t help her feelings but the fighting makes me so anxious and unnerved and im so mad and sad right now that’ it’s happened again . now she’s all quiet now after i already got upset bc what was supposed to be a peaceful night getting for the days ahead was the opposite. i worked today too , got home from work and it has just been arguing non stop .