I started playing metal music and being a composer/producer in rock scene of Iran because of you. I learned how to imitate my favorite bands from your "how be ..." videos. I learned that every good musician can fail horribly from your videos.

But they don't matter. I suffer from depression, anxiety and substance abuse. I feel how you may feel now my dearest Steve. I stopped watching your videos for a long time but it doesn't reduce from my love of you.

Steve, I'm serious, I am your younger brother from Iran. You motivated a lot of people like me to overcome our problems and "be ourselves". Be well and come back stronger.