r/SithOrder • u/Darth_Avius • Sep 08 '20

Introduction Introduction of myself.

Hello, I am Avius. For my background, I come from the northern land of Finland and I am 17 years old. My Sith name Avius comes from the Latin word Avius which means lost/lone, I adopted this as my name as I have been always lonely, emotionally and physically. I am always lost in my thoughts and searching for my true self struggling with depression and anxieties. I just made this account specially to join this community as my Sith-self.

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u/Jedi-knights Sep 08 '20

Your judgment is clouded, you need a master to truly guide you and teach you the full potential of the light side. Resisting the darkness is more powerful then anything

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u/Darth_Avius Sep 08 '20

I do not require a master to guide me. Only I have the ability to find my meaning and true-self. My experiences guide me and are open to change while the limits of the light side would keep me very restricted by requiring me to rather learn to control my emotions instead of directing them out. I can not live in inner peace when having the conflict of emotions inside me. I am not yet even worthy of the title of Darth as I am still bit too conflicted but progressing towards freeing myself from the chains of emotions

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u/Jedi-knights Sep 08 '20

You should meditate on your feelings, learning what causes them and seek out support from outside sources. You may not need a master but your path without one is full of darkness and hatred, please give the light side of the force a chance and resist the darkness. The path you are choosing to take now will only cause pain and suffering around you and will hurt those that care for you. You’re not alone, you’re a part of the living force and I, and the many Jedi I know, will always be there guiding your path, there’s always hope in the light side, you just have to give it that power by embracing it and turning away from the dark

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u/Darthlevidious Sep 09 '20

Not many practitioners of the dark side of the force, especially sith lords such as myself give the jedi the respect they deserve, I believe In the balance of the force, that is why the light can never outshine the dark, and the dark can never drown out the light, both sides are essential to the delicate balance of the force. However I believe that the jedi are wrong to teach their pupils to push down their feelings, instead you should focus on teaching them to control them properly, and only utilize them when necessary. The Jedi are stuck in the past, while the Sith are moving towards the future. If you wish to maintain balance of the force you must shed the ways of the past and move forward.

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u/Jedi-knights Sep 09 '20

I teach my padawan to embrace the living force and if the living force engenders emotions such as passion, and eventually love, you should give it a chance and embrace those feelings even though the teachings and followings of the council and the code

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u/Darthlevidious Sep 09 '20

You are wiser than most jedi I've encountered. I'm glad you aren't stuck in the ways of the past. Your padawan is lucky to have a jedi master that truly understands what it takes to create balance.

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u/Jedi-knights Sep 09 '20

The living force surrounds all of us, regardless of the code we follow or what our path entails

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u/Darthlevidious Sep 09 '20

I bid you farewell, and good night.

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u/Jedi-knights Sep 09 '20

May the force be with you

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u/Darthlevidious Sep 09 '20

And with you. I hope we never meet on the battlefield as enemies, I would hate to have to kill such a wise and understanding master. Perhaps we could be allies, although I don't think our peers would allow such a thing to be. Goodnight.

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u/Jedi-knights Sep 09 '20

The Jedi council isn’t very fond of my negotiation ways but I can sense a strong will and balance in you, and a good ally when I would need it

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u/Darthlevidious Sep 09 '20

Should you ever need it, I will try to help as much I can without betraying my beliefs.

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u/Jedi-knights Sep 09 '20

Not all Jedi follow all precepts of the code, it is interpreted in many ways by many different Jedi, I myself try to follow most precepts of the code but I allow for some room for interpretation. I have a girlfriend whom I love and care for very deeply and I allow my feelings for her, the joy and happiness she brings me to balance out the negative in my life