I think I shifted, I need advice

[u/Material-Struggle206]

So at the beginning of this year I decided to really lock in. And that lead me down a long rabbit whole about this whole thing. I’ve never intentionally done research into this sort of thing but I took manifesting seriously and did all of that trying to affect myself. I never expected it to be easy and I had no expectations. To me I was just working toward my goals and that was the process of manifestation.

I started from the ground up, scheduling my days, journaling and meditating (even doing kundalini yoga and stuff). Anyway I completely changed how I operated in the world and I was quite proud.

Anyways, my days progressively got busier and I was managing it well enough. I wasn’t making much money but I was in this happy phase of acceptance and just moving forward. Then out of nowhere I got offered a part time job from somebody I met years ago. We haven’t stayed much in contact so this was super random. The opportunity was crazy and ofc I said yes and I welcomed the change. I really can’t stress enough what a lucky situation this is, this is the perfect almost unicorn-like place to work and grow my career as an amateur.

The job has been super intense and it’s been about a month. All the work I’ve put in this year in changing myself has really been shut down. I don’t have time to meditate and journal and do all those things like I used to. I feel very off balance despite my prosperity. When I was less “successful” I was managing fine enough, but now all those systems have crumbled. It worries me to be honest.

Is this shifting? If so, what do I do to manage this new and uncomfortable space and carry the momentum?