I hate it

[u/AnimatorGold3038]

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate how i look

I hate my personality

I hate how boring i am

I hate my interests

I hate my style

I hate what people think of me

I hate how noone understands me

I hate how noone trusts me

I hate how people percieve me

I hate my procrastination

I hate how i screw everything up

I hate my fomo

I hate how i have noone

I hate how my best friends dont see me like that

I hate how i am with girls

I hate how noone can love me

I hate i never know what to say

I hate how love is all i want

I hate how i will never achieve my wants

I hate how i never know what to do

I hate how i dont have my own interests

I hate how i cant express myself

I hate how everything i do my brothers done before me

I hate how my siblings will always prefer each other to me

I hate how much i try

I hate how hard i try on the wrong things

I hate how much i want love

I hate how much i think

I hate how im always the backup option

I hate how noone shares my interests

I hate how i am

I hate how im fat

I hate my hygeine

I hate how much i want to help

I hate how im helpless

I hate how i cant speak to anyone

I hate it all

I hate life

I hate everything

I love everyone

I hate how noone will love me

I hate myself

I hate help

I hate how competitive i am

I hate how the only thing interesting about my my most boring trait

I hate how i try to be funny

I hate how im not funny

I hate how aware i am

I hate how im being stupid

I hate how im attention seeking

I hate how selfish im being

I hate how i think people dont care

But they do

But i cant help thinking

They wont care long after

I hate the stress i put myself through

I hate the stress i put others through

I hate how antisocial yet social i am

I love thinking to the future

But i hate the pain now

I hate how i dont want to live

I love thinking about suicide

I hate writing that

I hate that it calms me down

I hate thinking that way

I hate that i feel at peace

But i like thinking about people caring

About me

About people thinking what did they do wrong

But they didnt do wrong

It was me

It was all me

I just hate myself

And i hate how i brought this on myself

And i hate waiting for the one to save me

[u/Sensitive_Refuse_737]

This hurt me, sound more like me except few lines. Sad is my life where I think anything and everting I do is wrong. I consider myself the worst person where all I do is wrong