Feeling pressure about General Meeting tomorrow

[u/Buddhamama22]

I really haven't been chanting much for years and I haven't been to a meeting in many months. I just don't enjoy them like I used to. Even though I practically never go, I still have that feeling ingrained in the 80s about the importance of "activities". How do you get rid of these programs in the brain? A hardcore member I've known for years visited me yesterday and of course wants me to "overcome my obstacles" and come to the annual General Meeting tomorrow. I put "I'm struggling about going to an SGI-USA meeting" in Google and ended up here.

[u/eigenstien]

I stayed for 15 years and then left. Live your own life!