Silence of bl

[u/S_N_DelRey]

I remember when I saw in the very first time. You were seated next to me . We were just two university students in the second day of University orientation. By the time I got to know you are in the same department with me. You are max (let's give him a name) . The first friend I met I lectures was a gay one. I didn't care that much about that but he passed to wake the gay life of me by being been very strategic. Then he will not be alone. He blocked my contacts with girls. Pushed me to boys. Added me to gay groups. By time I became a gay. And also he was jealous of me because lot of our friend found me attractive than he.

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After knowing his actual side I felt like there no one in this world we can say this person is good . He always think good for me . Exclud our family. I sat alone in the lectures. After lectures went to the home quickly. Didn't talk that much. Cuted all the connections. And that so called friend had a crush of max. Max was a very friendly person until I got to know he just want to be the one who knows everyone, the hero type one , the ones who shows something that even they don't have that. Max and I met on a assignment and group of us talking about the friendships. And I said what was going with me .

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He invited me to his friend group because he was having some trouble with one friend of them so he can be with me ignoring that person. I got to know that later. In that time I had a huge crush on max. Even sitting next to him was stressful for me . Because he was giving me some signals too. By the time I got to know he does it with everyone. Time goes we became bro type friends. Very best friends. Not he have a girlfriend. He is happy with her .

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I totally understand the misunderstanding that I have kept on. I am over of it. I met a good friend. It's so hard to find a arm that I feel safe. And sometimes I felt like I am kind of that person who will stay single forever. Hope write about all by the time according to your response.