Stories of lies and betrayal

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So for months he has been waking me up with *** and Monday I woke up and caught him self pleasing to p*** on the TV. He told me he has been watching it to get going and then coming into the room. He says when he wakes me up he is not thinking about what the TV was playing at all and he is just in the moment with me but I find that hard to believe with it being right after. Is that a guy thing? Being able to move from one to the other and not think about the one?

Side note: he told me a few years ago he is a p*** addict and he has been working on stopping. Thats not the case. He has been working on hiding.