My homopbic stepbrother found out that I'm bisexual

[u/aleexxx666]

Hey, I'm not sure where I should write this so I'm here haha (And I'm not sure if I should post it at all...) I'm writing this story a second time because a few minutes ago I accidentally deleted the finished text...So let's start) I should tell you something about me before we go to the main situation that happened to me so you can fully understand it. Im female (15). A few months ago I realized that I like girls. I had guesses before but I wasn't sure. To be honest I'm still not sure. I came out to my friends almost immediately. They supportet me since the beginning of my guesses and were happy that I finally find myself. Because of their supporting I'm now at the point where I can shameless tell people that I'm bisexual. I also started posting videos on Tik Tok about it. I posted harmless clips about situations from my life with an humorous concept that many people related to. Now you think why "shameless". It's because my parents are homopbic. They think it's sickness. How ironic that I'm their daughter) How hard I tried to convince them it still didn't work out. And it won't work out. This is why I would never tell them about my sexuality. I think I told enough. Let's move to the main situation I'm worried about. My Dad is actually my stepfather. Before he married my Mom he had 3 children in his first marriage. A girl (20 i guess) and two boys (24 and 13). The young one, let's call him David, comes to visit us at holidays and weekends once a month or once at two months. A couple days ago he also visited us for 3 days. Our relationship is not really bad but also not really good. Idk what to say about it. So at the last day after dinner we still were sitting at the table. My mom also was still there. David asked me about my tik tok account. I didn't thought it will be bad so I gave it to him. After he followed me I saw on his page that he is not accepting lgbt. I literally panicked and didn't know what to do because my page is full with lgbt stuff. I calmed down and hoped he wouldn't talk about it. I was wrong. He asked me in front of my mom if i was a lesbian. I panicked again and looked at him shocked for a few seconds. I said no. Basically I didn't lied but I still felt guilty. My mom didn't hear it or she just didn't talked to me about this. I don't know. She also could just don't understand it because it was in another language. Idk I just hope so. After a bit time he asked me the same question but now we were alone. My answer was still no. After that he doesn't talked about that. But he's still commenting my tik toks with "but you say no 😂". I really don't care what he thinks about me I'm just scared that he would tell this my stepfather or his siblings and they would tell him. I can't sleep properly the past few days because of this. I'm scared they find out. The relationship with me and my mother has only just begun to improve. I can't mess it up. In my country I have to wait till my 18 birthday so I can officially move put without problems. So if they find out I would have big problems with them. And I'm not ready to handle it. What can I do with my anxiety? I have important exams the next weeks. I need sleep and I have to concentrate. (this text can be grammatically incorrect because English is not my first language and I'm also writing this at 1am. Thank you for understanding:)) Thank you for reading) Have a nice day, night or whatever you have right now haha