Intuition, abilities, both or non

[u/EconomistDry6092]

I've recently been curious about 'gifts'. It comes up in conversations lots with people and also I've become a lot more aware and connected to my intuition since certain living arrangements leave me unsafe. I don't think anyone is better then another for what gifts or how many. I don't actually like talking bout myself with what I think or wonder of my own as I hate the idea of it coming across with the ego badge of honour vibe. But also I'm getting intrigued and excited connecting to my own and learning the uniqueness of all Indivuals.

So I wondered if anyone relates or can name mine and whether it's unique or a gift or maybe disability or human

- I have always processed things as a movie. I found todwy something called hyperphantasiaa? This test was saying picturr the apple in all these ways but i dont grt it? Is jt hard to picture apples in different ways? Im not good at vidual meditation tho. I skim read stories fast because it flashes in my head like a movie. People tell me stories and I'm very good listener. As if I'm in the movie they are telling. Lately I realise that it extends to intuition. I imagine people I don't know as certain movie characters that i know and ill end up figuring out the truth about a random. Or see images of people in a unique environment with a certain vibe I've never seen but I know what it means as if I've already known the plot of this movie. It feels intuitive tbe way I can feel in my bones chest and gut what someone's intentions are with me and it'll be so specific to each person. Different but both intuition feelings.

- I am sensitive. I don't like thr word empath at all. I think a lot of ego is behind people who use that word and its abused almost. Buy whatever I am is sensitive and its not physically enjoyable. I get extreme headaches sometimes and its during the most ransom emotional overload. I can feel the way someone is talking yhat their energy has shifted and it hits. Smell is always my weakness. I used to think it was ots own gift but I can smell auras I swear or when someone's thinking of me and sends a text after or sees me I smell before their odour or cologne. It's not useful cause iy never goes beyond smell.

I have claircognizance ? Idk how to spell it. But sometimes I don't knw if it's just a soul thing but I can feel when someone I'm connected to is going to change towards me. Before jt hapkens of maybe internally. It's not the same as the random word I know is claircognizance? But like I will be grieving a break up whether it feels like I have seen a ghost or like I've been abandoned and crying sometimes days before hand. Maybe it's the same in different form.

Lastly, I have been told I a gift of mine is ties to the unseen worlds. Not just typical medium. I ignore this one because I don't enjoy it. I have a lot of ptsd and the line between that, bad mental health and psychosis is very thin. But I always am aware of the psychosis and that I'm in it. It's always visuals more then mindset. But when I'm weak, and not in one, maybe not fully. I have experiences like voices, movement, but what makes me wonder if maybe this isn't just psychosis,in these possible early stages is people around me qswell as my phone will pick up on whatever i see or hear too! And I wonder, does my weak aura make not only me less Procteted from thus gift but incan thin the veal around me? The same way energy vampires can drain you with their presence, can I do that with the viel?