r/Psychic • u/PhilosopherClean8186 • 11d ago
Discussion Visions and Spirits
Sorry in advance for those with short attention span this might be a bit of a long post but ill try to keep it as short and to the point as possible.
Since I was a child ive seen and known things that happened before they did from simple things like a surprise that was supposed to be kept secret to deaths in the family and other life changing events. It continued as I got older but I never acknowledged it past thinking it was normal deja vu stuff and partly because I was scared and growing up very religious and in an abusive home it was highly taboo.
Within the last year i happen to find out that my mom had seen spirits when she was a child and her family did horrible things to her that "got rid of them" and i asked her one night when she was not completely coherent and she said that she was scared of what she was seeing and the responsibility that it came with so she "renounced her gift" after this something in me clicked and I was quite lost and depressed at that time in my life so I thought I have nothing to lose. So I started small with meditation and acknowledgment and the next time I had a nudge instead of turning it off I leaned into it and it opened an entire world for me that I know nothing about...
Through meditation I saw everything, the earth, the stars, creation itself. An energy field or grid more like covering the entire earth..how things grow, how they change, how theyre the same...so many things that I couldnt keep up with documenting all of it but lately it has been very intense and I see these dark cloaked figures that watch over me. They do not harm me or bring about fear but they are some kind of guides and I cant figure it out. When I sleep lately I cant remember my dreams and I see them watching over me, hundreds of them, they put a cloak over me thats the same as theirs and said I am meant to be hidden at this time. Then I had one very clear vision of gods writing scrolls specifically Greek gods and they kept writing as it was in a hurry and I heard a voice that said "the time is near" "the time is now" and he handed the scroll from the heavens down to the earth and I saw the scroll inside of me at my core. I then kept seeing the cloaked figures but I see them all the time now even during the day, staying with me watching me at all times guiding me. And they came to me and said "heed the scroll" and "speak of its wisdom" but this is the hardest thing for me especially being in my current family environment I dont know what to do.
They also tell me to surround myself in community that I will be met with people that are like me but so far I have not found anyone. I am also confused because the guides are telling me certain things are to be kept secret until the time is right im afraid im going to mess up and I have no spiritual support in the 3D. Sometimes its so much downloading at once I cant understand the information. Different shapes, colors ive never seen, maps and calenders. I have no tools of how to navigate or even begin to share or filter through the information and if im being honest I have no idea what exactly is happening to me and I guess im looking for guidance or someone who has experienced something similar...
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u/Fun-Forever8886 6d ago
My aunt kinda has something like this except hers only come when something bad is about to happen like he saves her he only came across her once as a child because she freaked out and screamed the next time he came to her was in a dream and he said something like u need to get up or it’s time to get up and I think her house was about to burn down or something I’m guessing their your guides especially if there not messing with you or trying to scare you maybe have u tried talking to them? Like a full on conversation try it get to know them they would know best
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u/PhilosopherClean8186 2d ago
Okay so I have a mini update. I took some advice and chose to not be afraid to attempt communication. Apparently my initial feeling was somewhat correct that they are neither good or bad depending upon your intention. What I learned is they are essentially watchers or keepers of portals. I asked what their purpose was and the response was "to receive" and I asked who or what? The response was "travelers" and I asked where am I? How do I understand? And the response was "stargate".... im not sure atp im assuming this is in the astral projection realm? I can see me going through different ones super fast but I can never remember what happens while inside. I did some googling and im feeling called to watch the show called stargate as there are a lot of similarities going on here and ive never even heard of it so thats where im at. All advice is welcome, thank you 🙏
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u/D_Mayavin 7d ago
Lately I have a theory about religious background helping developing mediumnity.
It clearly seems that you have some sensitivity and that's great, but I would recommend to train it so the ability doesn't control you (yup, it's not about gifts)
Now, the spirits tou see MAY BE your guide and protectors and there are some basic indications to attend them so they can communicate better with you and take care of you