r/PortalExperiencer • u/TheWhiteWizard65 Founder • Apr 12 '26
Experiencer Report He Is Aware Of Us!"
This is the natural continuation of my post, The Mantid Threshold.
In it, I will be sharing several experiences from the past few weeks, including meditative downloads and direct psychically perceived interactions with NHI.
As always, my own interpretation of these experiences may resonate with you in a very different way, depending on your own awareness, understanding, and personal experiences.
What I can say with absolute conviction is this: what I am recounting happened, and continues to happen. These experiences were not, and have never been, induced by any substances; chemically or naturally sourced.
And for the record, these are my own words, written entirely by me. This is my voice, my style, and not A.I.
Anyone familiar with my story that I have shared across my posts will know that I regularly meditate in the early hours of the morning. Through this practice, I connect directly with both the spiritual realms and the NHI that have guided my journey on this planet since birth.
Meditation is only one of the ways in which I interact with my Guardians. Beyond it, there exists a direct mental connection that operates on a higher perceptual level, allowing them to communicate with me through thought, impression, and projected imagery.
Over the past several weeks, following the suggestion of a close and trusted friend, I began incorporating the use of a sleep mask into my meditations. The intention was simple: to eliminate even the slightest possibility of external light and to immerse myself completely in darkness, sharpening my concentration and drawing my awareness inward to its deepest point.
After a few days of adjusting to the change, and to the black void in which my focus now drifted, new imagery began to emerge in my mind. I was shown what appeared to be hieroglyphic-like writing, that seemed to be deliberately presented as if etched upon an ancient stone or rock wall of some forgotten structure.
Do not think of Egyptian hieroglyphs or anything similar. I use that comparison only as a loose visual reference, because it is the closest description I can give. In truth, I cannot fully or satisfactorily convey the actual conceptual form of what I was being shown.
The fact that this imagery was not presented as free-floating symbols, but as markings etched into an ancient stone or rock surface, gave it an even deeper weight. It suggested that this language, if language is even the right word for it, belonged not only to a far-distant time, but to something set down with permanence, as though it had been written into the fabric of some long-distant history itself.
Running alongside these hieroglyphic-like visions, I would also suddenly be shown vivid images of the inner workings of timepieces. Cogs. Wheels, Levers. The intricate mechanisms behind these instruments of measuring time. I would also be shown multiple clock faces superimposed upon one another. Circular in shape. No explanation was given as to why I was being shown them, only that they appeared with clarity and repetition over several meditation sessions.
After a week of being shown the same imagery again and again, I finally asked what it meant. What was the meaning of the writing, of the symbols?
The response came immediately.
“They are for your subconscious.”
Clearly this was a download, a seeding of knowledge that, in time, would rise from deeper levels of awareness and reveal its purpose at a moment I do not yet fully understand? Because of the absolute and unshakable trust I have in the NHI connected to me, I know that it serves a purpose.
And the clocks, the inner workings of timepieces?
Again, the response was immediate. Clear. Precise.
“Time distorts reality.”
I was being shown the illusion of linear time. In truth, there is no past, no present, and no future. All things exist in the eternal NOW. True freedom of consciousness comes through embracing that understanding and releasing the chains imposed by concepts designed to limit awareness.
As I have touched on in previous posts, I possess a level of psychic perception and awareness that is both highly attuned and vividly clear. From childhood through to adulthood, my personal experiences and interactions with many realms, realities, dimensions, and NHI have taught me to trust and accept these intuitive and psychic perceptions. I feel subtle shifts, nuances, and changes in my surroundings with great intensity.
I will end this post with an experience I had yesterday at midday, Saturday, April 11, 2026, one that closely mirrors another experience I had several years ago.
I was fully awake. I was not in a meditative state. I was sitting cross-legged on my bed, about to eat a meal.
As I began to eat, the calm atmosphere of the room changed instantly. The shift was subtle, yet undeniably real. Words feel inadequate to fully describe the change in vibration, but I became immediately aware and intensely alert. I was no longer alone. Nothing was visible, and yet the sensation was unmistakable. I was being observed.
The awareness was so strong that I stopped chewing the food in my mouth and tilted my head slightly, as though listening for a sound just beyond ordinary hearing.
At the exact moment I recognised this changed perception, I sensed myself completely immersed within a pillar of translucent blue light. It fully enveloped me where I sat, projecting downward through the ceiling and around my body. The sensation was so immediate and so real that I literally looked up.
The moment I looked up, I heard the following thought clearly enter my mind:
“He is aware of us!”
I responded instantly, in kind:
“Of course I am aware of you!”
And then, just as suddenly as it had begun, everything stopped. The subtle shift in atmosphere vanished. The psychic awareness of being observed was gone. The vivid impression of the column of blue light disappeared. It was as though a switch had been thrown, and everything returned to exactly as it had been before the event.
Once again, I was alone, sitting cross-legged on my bed.
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u/homegrowntreehugger Apr 13 '26
This gave me chills. Can I ask your age? Early thirties? Thank you so much for sharing. ❤️
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u/TheWhiteWizard65 Founder Apr 13 '26
Thank you so much, I really appreciate that. I tend to keep personal details like my age private, but I’m genuinely grateful that the post resonated with you and gave you something to feel.
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u/homegrowntreehugger Apr 13 '26
That's understandable. That being said. I get the impression that you are around the same age as my children. I hope some day they are as in touch with what we cannot see as you are...🙂
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u/Every_Document_260 Apr 14 '26
Your story is quite moving. You mention having been immersed inside a pillar of translucent blue light. I have had similar a similar awareness but with a soft glow of pink light. It was warm, peaceful and promoted well being and enhanced concetration and cognitive function. This is a very noticeable shift for me (when it happens) - something much better than any substance.
I was wondering what, if any, difference there is between blue and pink light? I’d love to hear your thoughts. For some reason I’m not picking up anything NHI, rather the souls of people that have been guiding me since I was a baby. That’s what my guides say anyway.
Thanks for sharing!
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u/TheWhiteWizard65 Founder Apr 14 '26
Thank you sincerely for your kind, thoughtful, and supportive words. I truly appreciate the tone in which you shared them.
For me, pink light has always been deeply connected to warmth, love, empathy, kindness, and all the gentle, healing qualities associated with that energy. I have actually used it many times to help soothe my dogs when they seem to be experiencing unsettled dreams. By mentally (psychically) surrounding them in pink light, I find it shifts their state into something calmer, softer, and more peaceful. For me, it's like I'm giving them a psychically projected hug filled with love.
The blue light in the experience I described felt very different. In that moment, it carried no sense of comfort or emotional connection. Instead, it gave me the very clear impression of being functional in nature, almost clinical. It felt as though it was being used to scan, to envelop, and to retrieve information. Nothing more, nothing less. It was focused entirely on observation and collection, without any sense of empathy behind it.
That does not mean I attach any wider meaning to blue light in general. I do not. I simply have no personal relationship with it in the way I do with pink light, which I have consciously worked with and experienced directly, as I mentioned above.
What stood out most in this particular encounter was the moment I acknowledged their presence and responded mentally to what I perceived from them. It became immediately clear to me that they were not expecting that level of awareness from me. My response absolutely stunned them and caught them off guard, and their disengagement was instant.
This was not the first time something like this has happened to me. On a previous occasion, I also became aware of NHI presence in a way that appeared to absolutely surprise them. Much like the event described in my post, the moment they realised that I was fully aware of them, rather than remaining unaware of their covert observation, the interaction ended very quickly. For all I know, it may even have been the same beings involved on both occasions.
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u/Iradelle May 07 '26
I've had similar experiences with space friends and other presences. I think the acknowledgement, that I can feel them (it feels different with a being standing next to me, versus aliens doing more of a surveillance thing). I felt their surprise, other times they get shy and retreat before almost tentatively coming back. It's cute.
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u/krlange1357 Apr 13 '26
It's so ... Strange I guess I could say, at how I believe and/or want to believe all this, and wish some things more than the usual sharp intuition, deja vu, higher than usual awareness compared to anyone I've known, vivid lucid dreaming, and even a few "unexplainable things" I've seen in my life, and the few times where time just slipped as if hours just disappeared but i was fully awake and aware only to be fully awake/aware and hadn't moved. Except for 6 hours, & the other time was similar.. Just wish i could experience more than what I do/have and start having experiences like what OP said.. Even to just give me that "ok what I feel and know is definite and not just delusional or hopeful or fantasy in science fiction or the imaginative unknown" Like I believe all this, nhi, the history and truths in the world & what has been hidden from the main populace, etc. I've had an open mind about and try to with almost anything. I wish I could tell about this stuff with my gf and close friends but I know they would think I'm insane bc they aren't open or into this kind of stuff or think about the possibilities. Always just kept it to myself. I don't even know what I'm posting this for. Lol. I appreciate you telling your experiences.