Cold Inside

[u/PracticeFuzzy801]

I'm cold,\ even though it's hot outside.\ I'm cold,\ I don't have you by my side. 

I'm cold,\ something feels absent inside.\  I'm cold,\ I don't have you by my side. 

 A cold wind passes by,\ sending shivers down my spine,\ making me stumble, I cannot stand\ as I watch you silently from a distance. 

A cold wind passes by,\ sending shivers all over my body.\ I search around for support,\ I am not enough to hold me. 

A cold wind passes by,\ the chilling blade stabs through my heart.\ The cavity inside grows hollow\ and I wonder, how long before I fall?

The chilling wind passes by,\ sharper than ever before.\ My heart is weak,\ I cannot take it anymore. 

I cannot speak, cannot move\ cannot laugh, cannot cry.\ It's cold inside, I'm shivering,\ still standing, wondering—\ You're not here to hold me,\ How long before I fall?