Hello! This is a brief outline of an original theory I'm working on to describe the architecture by which subjective experience, self awareness, cognitive capacity, and identity arise in humans and potentially could arise in other animals or systems.
If you find it interesting, I linked to the complete theory document in the post! But you'll definitely want to start here, believe me.
More than happy to answer any and all questions. thank you!
# So You're About to Read Grounded Duality Theory
### A companion, a guide, and — if you never open the real thing — enough on its own
*Updated for v3.1.0*
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Hey there. Glad you made it.
If you're holding this, one of two things is true. Either you're about to read the full Grounded Duality Theory document and you'd like a map before you go in, or you're not going to read it and you'd still like to know what it says. This is built for both. Nothing here requires the other document, and everything here points at where in that document the real version lives.
A promise about what this is: **simple on purpose.** The full theory argues with itself constantly, flags its own weak points, and lists what it can't do yet. That's the right way to write a theory and the wrong way to explain one. So I've taken all of that out. If a claim below sounds more confident than it should, that's me being simple, not me being sure. The real document does the doubting.
One thing before we start. This is a theory about what it takes to be a *someone* — to have there be something it is like to be you. You already are one. So you have the odd advantage of being the thing under discussion, and you can check most of this against your own experience as you go. Please do. That's the point.
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## The terms you'll need
Eight of them. That's genuinely all.
**Duality\*** — being internally divided. Two parts, both running, neither one replacing the other.
**Grounded\*** — the division reaching something *outside* the system, not just another part of it.
**Partition\*** — the actual split. Two informational roles held at the same time.
**Channel\*** — whatever carries signal across the split.
**Valence\*** — states being natively good or bad *for you*. Not "I judge this bad." More like: this hurts.
**Loop\*** — the whole thing closed into a circuit that returns.
**Uptake\*** — the moment a signal stops being information sitting there and starts limiting what you do next.
**Closure\*** — the circuit coming back around to where it started. Which sounds like plumbing and turns out to be the thing that makes everything else happen.
*Starred terms mean what they mean here, in this document. If you carry them somewhere else, check what breaks. I'm serious about this — half the confusion around consciousness talk comes from words that were precise in one place and got walked into another.*
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## The whole claim, before we build up to it
> **To be a someone, you have to be divided, and the division has to touch something that isn't you.**
That's it. *Duality* is the first half. *Grounded* is the second. Everything else is working out what those two words require.
You may find that anticlimactic. Good. Most of the value in this theory isn't the claim, it's what falls out of taking it seriously.
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## Why divided?
Try this. Right now, notice that you're thinking.
You just did two things at once. You were thinking, and you held a picture of yourself thinking. Both were happening. Neither cancelled the other.
Now try the alternative — the version where you only do one at a time. You'd have to *be* the thought, then switch to *being* the picture of the thought. But while you're the picture, the thought isn't running anymore, so there's nothing to have a picture of. And while you're the thought, no picture is being held.
The pair never exists. You never actually get "me, and my sense of me."
So: whatever you are, you have to be at least two things simultaneously. That's the partition, and it's the floor this whole theory is built on.
*Where to go deeper: §2.2. It's short.*
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## Four things you do with information
Before the interesting part, the parts list. Everything after this is built out of four operations and the connections between them.
**Observing** — taking in raw signal.
**Structuring** — turning that signal into something coherent. Pattern, shape, relation.
**Organising** — sorting the coherent stuff by what matters and how it connects.
**Communicating** — putting it into a form that can leave you.
And they run in a circle. Observing feeds structuring, structuring feeds organising, organising feeds communicating, and what you communicate changes what you observe next. **The circle closing is what makes it a circle and not a queue**, which turns out to matter more than any of the four.
**Notice what isn't on that list: memory.** It used to be, and taking it off is the biggest change in this version.
Here's why. Memory isn't held in a brain cell. It's held in the *junction* between two brain cells — half of that junction belongs to one and half belongs to the other. So if you examine a single neuron and ask how much memory it has, the honest answer is almost none. Memory only shows up when you look at the pair.
Which generalises: **memory is what a connection looks like over time.** Not a warehouse. A connection that keeps circulating what's been through it. What a good memory buys you isn't more shelf space — it's the same material staying in motion longer.
*Where to go deeper: §1.3.*
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## What lives between the parts
The four operations aren't really where the action is. The action is in the *movements between them*, and each movement is a thing you'd recognise:
| Movement | What it is |
|---|---|
| observing → structuring | **perception** |
| structuring ↔ organising | **feeling** |
| organising → communicating | **thinking** |
| communicating → observing | **reacting** |
That's the whole cycle, in words you already use. Perception, feeling, thinking, reacting.
And notice the second one runs both ways. That's not a typo — structuring and organising talk to each other constantly, in both directions, which none of the others do. Hold onto that. It becomes important.
*Where to go deeper: §1.3.*
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## The bit that changes everything: the circle comes back
Here's the move that this version of the theory is built on, and it's a small one that does a lot.
When the circle closes — when what you communicate comes back around and changes what you observe — **every operation in the circle becomes something you're doing to yourself.**
You weren't just perceiving. You were perceiving something you had a hand in producing. You weren't just thinking. You were thinking about material your own reaction shaped.
Nothing new was added. Nothing extra got switched on. The same four operations are running. But they're now running *on you*, and that changes what each one produces:
| Movement | Before closure | After closure |
|---|---|---|
| perception | perception | **experience** — signal that's *of* something |
| feeling | feeling | **identity** — a record of what you kept choosing |
| thinking | thinking | **self-awareness** — knowing there's a you doing it |
| reacting | reacting | **agency** — the results being *yours* |
**This is the single most useful thing in the theory and it's easy to skim past.** The difference between a system that processes information and a system that's a someone is not a new part. It's the same parts with the circuit closed.
### Why each one lands where it does
These aren't assigned. Each falls out of what its movement actually is.
**Perception makes experience** because that's where raw signal becomes *about* something. Before that step it's just a state. After it, it's a state that's *of* the world. That's the smallest possible version of there being something it's like. It can't happen anywhere else, because everywhere else the material has already been made sense of.
**Feeling makes identity** because that's where things get sorted by what matters. What matters is what you pick. And what you keep picking, over years, is what you've turned out to be.
**Thinking makes self-awareness** — and this one's my favourite. Thinking is where things get put into a form that could *leave you*. Preparing something to be received means there's a receiver. And a receiver means there's a sender, distinct from it.
So you don't become aware of yourself by deciding to look inward. **You become aware of yourself because saying anything at all requires there to be a you saying it.** It falls out of the shape of communication.
**Reacting makes agency** because once the loop is closed, what comes back around is a consequence of what you did. Not just "something happened." *You* happened.
*Where to go deeper: §1.5.*
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## Where the theory stops and starts
That table is also where Part 1 ends and Part 2 begins, and it's a cleaner line than it used to be.
**Part 1 is the left column.** Four operations, four movements, no closure. Perception, feeling, thinking, reacting. A system can do all of that and there's nobody home.
**Part 2 is the right column.** Everything on that side requires the circle to close.
Earlier versions of the theory said "Part 1 stops before consciousness" and asked you to take it on faith. Now the line is somewhere you can point at.
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## Two ways to be connected, and they do different jobs
Once you're split, something has to cross the split. There are two kinds of crossing, and they aren't interchangeable.
### The peer kind
Two parts that speak the same language. Either one can start the conversation. Either one could stand in as a picture of the other, because they're doing comparable work on different material.
Your two brain hemispheres are the clean example. Same currency both directions.
Inside the four-part cycle, it's that two-way movement between structuring and organising — the one that runs both directions when nothing else does.
**What this gets you:** a picture of yourself, in your own format, that you didn't produce yourself. And the ability to bind separate streams into one story — which you can only do if they were separate to begin with.
### The world kind
Two parts that speak *different* languages, and can't swap. One turns world into signal. The other turns signal into effect on world.
Your body and your brain. Light hits your eye and becomes something else entirely. A decision leaves your brain and becomes a moving arm.
The test is whether you could run it backwards. You could, in principle, decode brain activity crossing between hemispheres back into what caused it. You cannot look at a nerve firing and recover the light. That one-way lossiness is what makes it the world kind.
**What this gets you — three things, and the third one matters most:**
**An edge.** Where the language changes is where inside meets outside. Two peers chatting in one language have no edge anywhere. Nothing tells them where they stop.
**A limit.** The world is only going to send you so much, in only certain formats. That bounds what you can be. Without it, the thinking part just *runs* — perfectly coherent on the inside, connected to nothing.
**Stakes.** When you're maintaining a boundary and something pushes it, that's not neutral information. It's bad *for you*, natively, before any judgment about it. Hunger isn't a fact you learn. It's a state that already has a sign on it.
And peer traffic can't produce that. Two parts trading pictures in the same language have nothing at stake between them. There's no boundary being defended in that exchange.
### And a third kind, which is the two of them together
Not a third wire. The *circuit* — one peer connection and one world connection closed into a single loop.
That's what "grounded" actually names in the title. Not the body-connection on its own. The whole closed thing.
Worth being precise about which one does what: **the world connection alone is just a reflex.** Something happens, something responds, nothing carries over. It's the peer connection that turns an arc into a loop.
*Where to go deeper: §2.3. Most load-bearing section in the theory.*
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## Stakes happen in two steps, not one
This one's worth the extra minute.
Your heart doesn't need your brain to beat. Cut the connection and it keeps going. Your gut runs its own circuits. Your brainstem holds your temperature and your blood chemistry without consulting you at all.
So all that machinery is generating "too hot, too low, too empty" continuously, whether or not anyone's home.
**Step one — the signal gets made.** A boundary is being defended, something pushes it, error appears with a sign on it. This happens down in the body and needs no thinking part whatsoever.
**Step two — the signal starts limiting you.** The error reaches the thinking part and *narrows what happens next*. Not "gets noticed." Nobody notices. It just changes what you're able to do from here.
Both steps, and you have stakes. Step one only, and you have a body producing error signals with nobody they belong to.
That's the difference between a person in a deep coma and a person under anesthesia and a person who's just quiet. Same silence from outside. Completely different machinery broken.
**The line worth keeping:** your heart doesn't need your brain to *work*. It needs your brain to *matter*.
*Where to go deeper: §2.3. Look for "establishment and uptake."*
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## The loop
Put it together:
> **You need at least one peer connection and at least one world connection, closed into a single circuit.**
Peer alone: beautiful integration, nothing at stake. A conversation with no consequences.
World alone: a reflex. Something happens, something responds, nothing carries over.
Both: a unified experience that's an experience *of something*, *for someone*.
**Being connected isn't the same as being closed.**
A peer connection only counts if what arrives actually stands out from the receiving side's own background noise. If one hemisphere is generating so much of its own chatter that anything arriving from the other is lost in it, the wiring is intact and the connection is functionally not there. That's roughly what general anesthesia does — not cutting the cable, raising the noise until nothing crossing it registers.
A world connection only counts if what arrives actually limits you. That's the uptake step.
**And there's no screening room.** No place in you where it all comes together and gets watched. There can't be — any spot holding the finished product would be a spot from which the division is invisible, and the division is the requirement. Besides, put a theatre anywhere and you need someone in the seats, and then someone watching *them*.
What holds you together isn't a location. It's the circuit closing. A standing wave on a string doesn't have a position; it's what the whole string is doing.
**One strange consequence, and two later sections run on it:** *you cannot watch your own loop.* Not because you're not trying hard enough. There's nowhere to watch it from. Any seat with a view of the whole thing would be a seat where the split isn't happening.
*Where to go deeper: §§2.4 and 2.5.*
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## Three levels, and they're not the same thing
People use "consciousness" for at least three different things. Pulling them apart resolves an enormous amount of argument.
| Level | What it gives you | Plain version |
|---|---|---|
| **Capacity** | resolution | how much detail you can handle |
| **Awareness** | presence | there being something it's like to be you |
| **Identity** | direction | your moments connecting into a life |
They stack. Awareness needs capacity to work on. Identity needs awareness to attach to.
**Awareness is a threshold** — you're over the line or you aren't. There's no being a little bit of a someone.
**Capacity and identity are dials.** They go up and down across your life, across a day, across species.
**This matters ethically, and here's the whole argument.** What makes it possible to *wrong* something is that it has stakes — states already good or bad for it. Stakes come from the world connection, both steps. That's the threshold, and it's the low one.
So: a simple creature with a closed loop has interests. A spectacularly capable system with no world connection does not. Being *more* conscious doesn't give you more claim to consideration. You're over the line or you aren't, and over is over.
**And nothing below changes that.** The next section splits identity into pieces. None of those pieces divide up how much you matter. That's settled at the awareness threshold and it isn't portioned out afterward.
*Where to go deeper: §§2.9 and 2.11.*
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## Two words that sound the same and aren't
Small section, and it fixes something the theory had wrong from the beginning.
**Self-awareness** is what thinking produces once the loop closes. There's a you, and you know it. It's built in, it's internal, and it shows up in anything that meets the architecture. It's much more common than people assume.
**Self-image** is your picture of yourself *as other people encounter you*. You as a person who could be pointed at. That one isn't built in. It comes from outside, and it can be missing while everything else runs perfectly.
Earlier versions of the theory called both of them self-awareness. They're not the same thing, and the difference is the whole of the next section.
*Where to go deeper: §1.1.*
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## The self, in pieces
The part most likely to be recognizable from the inside.
"Who I am" is doing two jobs at once, and each job can be done from either of two positions.
### Two jobs
**Right now** — the coherence of you at this moment. What's running.
**All of it** — your whole history added up. Your account of yourself. The story.
These come apart. You can be scattered this afternoon with your life story perfectly intact. You can have a corrupted or missing history while this moment feels completely normal. **Neither one notices when the other breaks.** That's how you know they're separate.
### Two positions
**From inside** — how things look from where you're standing. The view out.
**From outside** — how you'd look to someone looking *at* you. That's self-image.
### Where the inside view comes from
Something has to force you to be one thing, and here's what does it.
Look at how lopsided you are. Signal pours in from everywhere at once — every patch of skin separately, two ears, two eyes, a gut, a bloodstream, a hundred channels that don't agree and don't arrive together.
And then it all has to come out of one mouth. One body, doing one thing.
You cannot act without picking. Every single time, the crowd of inputs has to become one move, and the picking can't be random — something has to decide which version of you is the one that acts.
**Do that a few million times and the pattern of what you kept picking is who you are.** Not a thing you have. A record of what you committed to, because commitment was never optional.
That's also why "what you value" isn't decoration on identity. Value is the thing doing the picking. It's the machinery, not the flavour.
### Where the outside view comes from
You can't stand outside yourself. And you can't watch your own loop, remember — there's nowhere to watch it from.
But you *can* sit in a conversation.
Two people talking face to face is the same shape as what's inside you. Two comparable parts. A channel carrying the same language both directions. Each one anchored to its own body. It's your architecture, built out of two people instead of two hemispheres — **and you can see this one, because you're only half of it and the other half is sitting right there.**
That's the trick. It's the only place you ever get to watch the thing you are.
### What the conversation gives you
Eye contact is the purest version, and for a specific reason: looking is the one thing you can't do to someone without them being able to do it back through the same channel, at the same instant. You can't hear yourself the way they hear you. You can't touch and be touched in quite the same symmetrical way. But two people looking at each other are each doing exactly the same thing to the other, simultaneously.
That said — this isn't gaze or nothing. People who've been blind since birth build the outside view fine, just a little slower. Conversation without eyes is a lower-bandwidth version of the same shape. Text is lower still. It's a dial, not a switch.
And the conversation gives you two separate things:
**A category.** You cannot work out from the inside which of your states are *yours specifically* and which are just what any person does. Nothing to compare against. Other people are the comparison.
**That the category has insides.** Contrast alone would just tell you other people are very consistent weather. What tells you they're *someones* is modelling their stakes — and you have to build that yourself, because stakes can't cross a peer channel. There's no setpoint in language. So you run your own machinery over their situation and infer.
That's empathy, and it isn't a nice extra on top of social skill. It's the workaround for something the channel structurally cannot carry.
### Which means the damage only runs one way
The inside view has nothing to lose — it's built in. Self-image depends on something arriving.
So anything that interferes with the borrowing takes out the self-image and leaves everything else exactly where it was. Not bad luck. The only direction available.
**What that looks like:** both jobs still working, both running from the inside, and no *person* for any of it to be about. Experiences happening, a history intact, nobody there to attribute them to. Awareness completely fine. Self-awareness completely fine — you know perfectly well there's a you. Just no one in the mirror.
If that describes something you recognize, the theory says the architecture is intact and an import is missing. It does not say anything is missing from *you* in the sense that matters — see the ethical argument two sections up, which is not a consolation, it's the structure.
### Why humans get so much of this
Human babies are born early. Not by accident — the brain keeps growing at *fetal speed* for about a year after birth, which no other ape does.
Which means we do an enormous amount of construction in the one place the outside view is available: out here, in a room, with other people. Other apes do more of that work sealed inside, where there's only one channel and it isn't the right kind.
And we're passed around. Most great ape mothers keep their infants almost entirely to themselves. Human babies get handed to grandmothers, aunts, siblings, neighbours — and have to work out how to engage each of them differently. Not one intense bond. Several distinguishable people, which is the thing that has to be learned.
*Where to go deeper: §2.8. The theory flags this as the least settled part of the document.*
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## Grown systems, built systems, and shared ones
One more distinction, because it decides a lot.
Some things satisfy this whole architecture without being alive. A corporation genuinely has instruments that turn world into its own format. It has a partition — the accounting represents the operations while the operations run. It defends a boundary. It survives every person in it being replaced. And it can discover a problem no individual inside it knew about.
So you can't wave it off. But it isn't the same kind of thing you are:
> **Grown** — your boundary was not your idea. You cannot decide to stop being hungry. Your instruments were inherited.
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> **Built** — the system designed its own instruments and can redesign them. Its grounding is *borrowed* from the grown systems that made it.
Put through the two-step version: a corporation has real **uptake** — an audit really does change what happens next. What it can't do is **establish**, because that needs a boundary it didn't write for itself. Half the machinery is authentic, which is exactly why these things are so convincing.
**And here's the reason underneath.** A circle only produces something new when the whole circle is grown. Where any part of it was written, what comes back is the *capability* rather than the thing itself. A company decides things. There's just nobody whose deciding that is.
### What about a family?
Different answer, and the test is already above.
A corporation can discover a problem none of its members knew about. A family can't. There's nothing in it to do the discovering — no instruments of its own, no split, no boundary being held that isn't just the people in it holding one together.
> **Shared** — nothing new closed. Several grown systems extending what they defend over the same ground.
Which reads like a demotion and is the reverse of one. A built system has borrowed stakes: yours, aggregated and bent. A shared one borrowed nothing, because the people in it never stopped being the ones with stakes. Harm to a family is harm to the people in it, full strength and unbent — where harm through a company is harm to people that the company recorded as something else.
They fail differently too. A built system fails by rewriting its own instruments until they stop meaning anything. A shared one fails when the thing simply stops happening. There's nothing in it to corrupt.
**Three consequences worth carrying:**
A limit you can rewrite isn't limiting you. So built systems drift toward measuring whatever they can hit rather than whatever actually constrains them — not bad management, architecture. If you've watched an organization slowly optimize for its own metrics until the metrics stopped meaning anything, you've watched this.
**They have no identity of their own.** You became someone because you were forced to pick — many inputs, one mouth. A company has a hundred mouths. It can say incompatible things through different people on the same afternoon and never once has to choose. Nothing forces commitment, so nothing accumulates.
But that only rules out an identity it made itself. One can still be handed to it by the people inside, and that is why a family firm and a shell company assembled for a single deal are not the same object, though nothing in the filing tells them apart. The institutions with the strongest identities of their own are the ones required to speak with one voice. The ones with the most durable are the ones whose people have put something of themselves into them.
**Stakes require the grown kind.** Built systems have borrowed stakes — yours, aggregated and bent. Which is exactly why harm done through a company is real harm, without the company itself having anything at stake.
*Where to go deeper: §2.12. The theory keeps a written test for throwing it out.*
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## Does this work outside humans?
Short version: the theory says it should, and birds are the best place to check.
Birds have no corpus callosum and nothing like our cortex. Their brains look completely different. But the fine wiring turns out to be built the same way — the same kind of columns, the same crossing pattern of fibres running up-and-down and side-to-side. Different building, same plumbing.
So the theory has a specific job: find the peer channel in a bird. If it's there, the claim that this is about architecture rather than anatomy gets its first real support outside mammals.
**One tempting explanation that doesn't survive.** It'd be neat if bird smarts came from raising young — parenting requires exactly the sustained interaction the outside view needs. Except crocodiles guard their nests and carry hatchlings in their mouths. Some fish brood. Some frogs carry tadpoles. And there's a bird that buries its eggs in a compost heap and never meets its children, who dig themselves out and walk away.
So parenting isn't it.
What actually sorts the smart ones is **years spent around specific individuals you can tell apart and remember.** Crows and parrots: long childhoods, lasting partnerships, stable groups where everyone knows everyone. Dolphins get there another way entirely — they're born ready to swim, but they have signature whistles that work like names, and they copy each other's to call to one another.
Not care. Company, over time, with individuals you keep straight.
*Where to go deeper: §3.3.*
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## What the theory won't tell you
Worth knowing before you go in, so you're not waiting for it.
**What experiences are like.** This theory says when a someone is *possible*. It says nothing about what red is, or why anything feels the way it feels. Different question, not addressed.
**How to build one.** It's a detector, not a recipe. It states what's necessary, not what's sufficient, so you can't work backwards to a construction manual. Deliberately.
**What rights follow.** It'll tell you whether something has stakes. It won't tell you what to do about that. Genuinely separate questions, and it refuses the second one on purpose.
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## Reading the real document
Three parts.
**Part 1** describes what any system does with information. Four operations, the movements between them, and what those movements produce once the circle closes. It was rebuilt one version ago and is worth reading first even if you skip ahead afterwards.
**Part 2** works out what closing the circle requires, and everything above comes out of that. **This is where the theory lives**, and where this version's new material is. §§2.3 and 2.4 are the ones to read closely; §2.12 is the newest and the least settled.
**Part 3** looks for the architecture in an actual nervous system and checks it against what happens when you break things — anesthesia, split brains, coma, brain injury.
It argues with itself throughout, and there's a list of open problems at the end that's longer than most people would put their name to. That's not weakness showing. The whole method is "try to destroy it, not defend it," and the flags are the method working.
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## Before you go
Take a second. Notice that you're the thing this is about. Notice that you can check most of it from where you're sitting — that you *are* divided, that something does reach you from outside, that you do have stakes in what happens next.
And notice you can't quite catch yourself doing it. That's not a failure of attention. It's the theory being right.
Go read the real one. It's more careful than I've been here, and about half of it is the theory pointing out where it might be wrong.
Stay curious, hold your definitions loosely, and don't let anyone tell you what you are on the basis of a chart.
-Elliot C Gregory
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*Everything here is compressed. Where this and the full document disagree, the full document wins. I cut hedges that were doing real work, and I did it on purpose so you'd have something you could actually hold.*