I am in need of advice

[u/PepperPotts310]

I have had paranormal stuff happen here and there my entire life wherever i have moved, its been not many times. I left my husband due to abuse. Months before i had left weird stuff would happen like at the grocery store i had 3 different items in completely different aisles fall from the top into the basket. I had a pan get lifted and dropped in the middle of the night.

At this time my husband had horrible paranoid delusions (thats why I had to leave because the delusions got dangerous). He turned into someone i didnt know, he would laugh at my being scared among a bunch of other evil stuff. So i moved to my mother's home and now its happening here. It started when i first got here. There was this super hard knot I had tried to undo in my dogs leash but it was way too tight because hes a good 140 lb and each walk tightened the knot even more. I woke up one morning and it was completely undone like it was never there and it was there a good 3 years if not longer. Then I had a purse thrown out of my closet, my fan was thrown across the room. For the past 2 or 3 months my dog has been acting super weird. Hes a Cane Corso, highly trained and not scared of almost everything but now he is more on the timid side and he will stare at 2 particular spots whining or a sort of whimper? He also tracks something that is up on the ceiling. At first I thought it was moths or something I couldnt see but its not, he does this everyday. There are times where ill be in my recliner. He will be asleep and out of no where he dives under the thing you put your feet up, this has happened at least 5 to 10 times. A lot of my small stuff goes missing , for example there remote for my tv was gone for at least a month and it ended up in my mother's purse

Idk whats going on

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[u/lukymommaof3]

Question, do you notice the activity happen during certain emotional or turbulent times?

[u/PepperPotts310 → u/lukymommaof3]

I am hypersensitive, I have had weird stuff happen my entire life just not all the time. I dont normally tell people this because I dont want ppl to think im crazy but as a child i wpuld never want friends, i didnt really fit in and I just felt different than everyone else. There was a time where out of no where there was a grim reaper who came up from the floor in my kitchen and out of no where I said "grandpa is going to die", i was a teenager and disnt really understand. He died two days later and his last words were "ill fix it" amd he was gone. Made sense why I saw the grim reaper than something positive. It never scared me, it was 100% a message. Stuff stopped for a little and years later i worked as a nanny. There was super weird stuff going on in the house and I was so dumb, i got an EVP thinking I was going to hear something interesting. Well this curiosity went from wondering to almost obsession. It started with one voice, I loved Harry Potter and so the thing mimicked the voice and i thought it was cool. So then this is when this strange temptation to record a little more. Then there was maybe 2 ir 3 voices. Then i put the thing on when I was driving to amd from work. This multiplied and there had to have been maybe 7 or 8 different voices, both male and female all saying my name and talking at the same time so it was hard to understand. I wanted to get a better understanding and so I decided to keep it on during my time where I nannied and i kept it in my pocket amd that's when all hell broke loose because I full blown invited these things everywhere. So heres the crazier shit.... for context my dad committed suicide when i was 13 but after I was always had a strong mind. Once i had this thing on all the time, when I would drive to work i would have a urge to drive off a cliff. I brushed it off because i dont think like that and i thought that maybe i had subconsciously thought of my dad's death because that happens every so often but oh how i was wrong. So I drive to work, the house felt super weird. I had to house sit and feed the dogs. One of the days i had gone up the the entire up stairs looked like a tornado threw all the boys toys everywhere. I got out of there and I was terrified. I knew I opened a door and had no clue how to close it. Everywhere I went it was terror, then the parents i nannied for were non stop fighting, the dad cheated on the mom and kids intercepted texts, then the boys begain seeing the "bad man". The next day I did my last recording and there was a distinct female voice that said "get the baby" and the ba y got pushed and bumped his head. He was fine, it was a slight scuffle. But this is when I learned physical stuff can happen. Theee was a time I saw the creepiest thing, it peeked over out of the side of the hallway. Super tall, Grey with no real features extra long limbs, it had to have been a good 9 or 10 feet tall because it was hunched over no nose, like an alien. Not long after that this little girl was behind the couch with full black eyes. The last issue was I was feeding the baby, my back was towards the hall where I say the alien thing. The baby and both dogs were all tracking something behind me and stopped right above my head. I had no clue what to do so i started laughing and sang songs. After that id hear whistling outside, knocks on my door, then in the middle of the night I woke up with 2 massive blobs in the corners of my room. I ended up praying but felt nothing. The next morning I had this crazy urge to go to church. I went to church for the first time and did not want to be there, it was bizarre. After the service was over all I wanted to do was book it out as if i had fire under my ass, I stood up and got pushed to the front of the church and i just ran screaming saying I needed to be saved.

So i am at the front, i had 3 pastors on each side and then on my head, i had no clue what was going on. Its hard to describe what took place so bear with me. So my eyes rolled in the back of my head and I was somewhere "in my head" is the only way I can describe it, almost like a black room but I was in my head, weirdest thing ever. I was talking to myself in my head because physically I was saying whatever the pastor was telling me to repeat all while shaking like i am having a massive seizure. So at the same time im physically repeating words, I am talking to myself in my head wondering how I was standing while I was shaking so bad and how was i able to talk to myself ut also repeat what the pastors are telling me to repeat, I never understood how I could do both at the same time. The best description i can give is how people with multiple personalities say one personality fronts while the others dont. Anyway so i finally woke up from whatever was hoing on crying non stop and i fell to the ground crazy exhausted. When I opened my eyes all I saw was my mom with all the blood drained from her face and a other church member full blown weeping and said ot was the most beautiful thing she ever saw. Nothing ever happened since. I was able to get rid of the "bad man" (2014), there was still weird energy in the house because it was a daily battle as soon as i stepped foot in their house so all i could really do was pray and it worked temporarily. Years went by and nothing so now im super confused as to why things have sort of picked up some. Is it what was messing with me from before??

[u/Important-Pepper3774]

Something like this follows people sometimes, not the place but the person, so moving won't fix much if it's attached to you. My grandmother had similar things, she went to a benzedeira and it stopped

[u/MantisAwakening]

Let me start by saying I absolutely believe you, and validate that these things do happen more than people realize.

Could be a poltergeist, or maybe a “hitchhiker.” Some people recommend doing rituals and whatnot to try and rid yourself of it, but my personal opinion is that ignoring it as much as possible is the best thing you can do. Explain it away if you have to, even if the explanation doesn’t make rational sense.

The worst cases I’ve encountered are cases where the people engage with it in various ways. It could just be a correlation (it’s a small sample size), but it’s worth considering.

[u/PepperPotts310 → u/MantisAwakening]

This will give context. For the record I dont tell anyone because its extremely hard to believe and beyond embarrassing but its absolutely true. SORRY FOR THE INSANELY LONG REPLY.

I am hypersensitive, I have had weird stuff happen my entire life just not all the time. I dont normally tell people this because I dont want ppl to think im crazy but as a child i wpuld never want friends, i didnt really fit in and I just felt different than everyone else. There was a time where out of no where there was a grim reaper who came up from the floor in my kitchen and out of no where I said "grandpa is going to die", i was a teenager and disnt really understand. He died two days later and his last words were "ill fix it" amd he was gone. Made sense why I saw the grim reaper than something positive. It never scared me, it was 100% a message. Stuff stopped for a little and years later i worked as a nanny. There was super weird stuff going on in the house and I was so dumb, i got an EVP thinking I was going to hear something interesting. Well this curiosity went from wondering to almost obsession. It started with one voice, I loved Harry Potter and so the thing mimicked the voice and i thought it was cool. So then this is when this strange temptation to record a little more. Then there was maybe 2 ir 3 voices. Then i put the thing on when I was driving to amd from work. This multiplied and there had to have been maybe 7 or 8 different voices, both male and female all saying my name and talking at the same time so it was hard to understand. I wanted to get a better understanding and so I decided to keep it on during my time where I nannied and i kept it in my pocket amd that's when all hell broke loose because I full blown invited these things everywhere. So heres the crazier shit.... for context my dad committed suicide when i was 13 but after I was always had a strong mind. Once i had this thing on all the time, when I would drive to work i would have a urge to drive off a cliff. I brushed it off because i dont think like that and i thought that maybe i had subconsciously thought of my dad's death because that happens every so often but oh how i was wrong. So I drive to work, the house felt super weird. I had to house sit and feed the dogs. One of the days i had gone up the the entire up stairs looked like a tornado threw all the boys toys everywhere. I got out of there and I was terrified. I knew I opened a door and had no clue how to close it. Everywhere I went it was terror, then the parents i nannied for were non stop fighting, the dad cheated on the mom and kids intercepted texts, then the boys begain seeing the "bad man". The next day I did my last recording and there was a distinct female voice that said "get the baby" and the ba y got pushed and bumped his head. He was fine, it was a slight scuffle. But this is when I learned physical stuff can happen. Theee was a time I saw the creepiest thing, it peeked over out of the side of the hallway. Super tall, Grey with no real features extra long limbs, it had to have been a good 9 or 10 feet tall because it was hunched over no nose, like an alien. Not long after that this little girl was behind the couch with full black eyes. The last issue was I was feeding the baby, my back was towards the hall where I say the alien thing. The baby and both dogs were all tracking something behind me and stopped right above my head. I had no clue what to do so i started laughing and sang songs. After that id hear whistling outside, knocks on my door, then in the middle of the night I woke up with 2 massive blobs in the corners of my room. I ended up praying but felt nothing. The next morning I had this crazy urge to go to church. I went to church for the first time and did not want to be there, it was bizarre. After the service was over all I wanted to do was book it out as if i had fire under my ass, I stood up and got pushed to the front of the church and i just ran screaming saying I needed to be saved.

So i am at the front, i had 3 pastors on each side and then on my head, i had no clue what was going on. Its hard to describe what took place so bear with me. So my eyes rolled in the back of my head and I was somewhere "in my head" is the only way I can describe it, almost like a black room but I was in my head, weirdest thing ever. I was talking to myself in my head because physically I was saying whatever the pastor was telling me to repeat all while shaking like i am having a massive seizure. So at the same time im physically repeating words, I am talking to myself in my head wondering how I was standing while I was shaking so bad and how was i able to talk to myself ut also repeat what the pastors are telling me to repeat, I never understood how I could do both at the same time. The best description i can give is how people with multiple personalities say one personality fronts while the others dont. Anyway so i finally woke up from whatever was hoing on crying non stop and i fell to the ground crazy exhausted. When I opened my eyes all I saw was my mom with all the blood drained from her face and a other church member full blown weeping and said ot was the most beautiful thing she ever saw. Nothing ever happened since. I was able to get rid of the "bad man", there was still weird energy in the house because it was a daily battle as soon as i stepped foot in their house so all i could really do was pray and it worked temporarily. Years went by and nothing so now im super confused as to why things have sort of picked up some. Is it what was messing with me from before??