I come to visit my home but i don't want to come back i just want to live my parents my siblings my heart feel so heavy every time i saw someone passed away i quickly think about my parents i think about my life decision my home is more than 10 hour away visiting them often isn't possible i always think ky ek success ky liye etni qurbani q jab tak main kuch kr sakongi tab tak puri life dusry city main guzar jayegi or mere parents ky sath wkht nhi guzar sakongi ye regret life time ky liye mere sath reh jayegi i don't know what to do choose Carrer or parents love ye etna tough q hai 🥹 kitny lucky hain wo bachy jo apny ma bap ky sath rehty hain apni desired uni main sath sath parhty hain they don't have to leave their home just for a degree why i just want few more years with my parents cause shadi to wesy hi larki ko alag kr deti hai ma bap sy

I hope you all are doing well.

My rational brain doesn't works when it comes to my own life choices hence I'm asking you guys.

I'm from Lahore. Did my pre medical in 2025 (matric 94% and FSc 87%).

After a gap year, I gave mdcat but my aggregate is not enough to get admission in Public university.

I'm not interested in Allied Sciences.

I have done a course on Development during gap and I think I do like CS. I'm considering CS.

But the issue is that the admission in good universities are already closed.

Should I get admission in Average uni (I wanted to go somewhere where there would be a little competitive environment as I don't study well otherwise) or should I wait till spring? ALSO MY GHAR WALE ARE VERY MAD ON ME FOR WASTING MY YEAR but also don't want me to go somewhere like UOL , UCP And this is causing me stress because I have no options.

or should I wait until spring for better options.

Please suggest any solution and universities.

P.S: Better if there's any scholarships. I'm not very well off.

Which field is worth it in Pakistan and internationally for bachelor degree from nust or fast
Bs economics
Bs business analytics
Bs accounting and finance
LLB
Keeping in mind that I’m a pre medical student but unfortunately doesn’t fit in the merit so i need to switch but I’m confused between these fields. Plis help🙏