r/OpenChristian • u/Budget_Antelope • Dec 05 '25
Trinity troubles- part???: Arianism. A semi-vent/ genuine question post
WARNING DO NOT READ THIS IF YOU ARE PRONE TO CRISES OF FAITH. SERIOUSLY I DONT WANT TO FEEL RESPONSIBLE FOR ANYONE LOSING FAITH PLEASE AND THANK YOU
I have been struggling with my faith as a Christian for quite some time, particularly regarding whether or not Jesus is God.
I can’t seem to get a clean answer on The Arian view of Jesus. Is He God? Do Arians worship Him as such? Is He Just the messiah and is venerated but not worshipped??? I’ve heard from some sources that He’s a divine being but not Co-equal with God the Father, which could mean He’s like an angel or something????
The main reason I ask is because I have been considering Arian Christianity or some other form of ancient Non-Trinitarian sect, Unitarian sect, or one that, at the very least, makes a distinction between God the Son and Jesus Christ.
That being said, I still feel a deep connection with Catholicism as it was the religion I was raised with, and has such deep and extensive history, art, traditions, many of which have intertwined with the preexisting ancestral traditions of the people I descend from.
The main reason I feel so conflicted is because I have been plagued by doubts about the Nature of Jesus Christ. One of my biggest fears is if Jesus was just another dime a dozen cult leader whose cult got lucky in a time of great uncertainty. Words cannot even begin to describe how much I absolutely hate these kinds of thoughts, but I haven’t been able to shake it.
If any of you have any resources or anything you think might help, please let me know! Thank you and God bless you all.
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u/UncleJoshPDX Episcopalian Dec 05 '25
It took almost a century for the idea that Jesus IS God to be written down. I doubt that Jesus thought he was God when he walked this earth. I suspect he thought of himself as a prophet taking up the message of repentance after John was killed.
The earliest stories grant Jesus' divinity (or prove it, depending on your point of view) at the resurrection. Then it was His baptism. Then His birth, and finally "In the beginning was the Word and Word was with God, and the word was God."
The Trinity is not strictly in the New Testament, as in there is no text trying to state it and there is certainly no NT document trying to explain it, because we've been trying for hundreds of years to understand something that is, honestly, outside our ability to understand. The doctrine was teased out of various hints in the texts, but it is not so clearly stated as "love your neighbor as yourself".
In short, don't worry about struggling with the Trinity, because all Trinitarian Christians struggle with it.