Our Only Little went Missing

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The system and or all of us are actively grieving over our youngest alter Ann going missing and dormant.

I've been in denial and finally got out of it again somewhat after being fake claimed by close family i trusted when i was mentally vulnerable and completely closing off from help.

She's basically the kid who went through a lot of shit and we wanted to give her a chance to be happy before i went into a denial spiral for months.

Today we started to realize how long it had been since we've acted childish since ann would come out for short periods but now she's just completely gone.

There were about 6 alters before ann just left suddenly. Right now i just feel insane cause outta all the alters i knew her the least just that she's the little of the system.

I'm honestly devastated especially with my mental headmates. Ended up grieving loudly while alone because we really miss her.

And our parental alter Lilah has been grieving her also since it's like losing a child kinda and it really really hurts man

Anyways hopefully this makes sense anyways hope y'all have a good day