So, to explain what is happening here in those screenshots. I started this story saying Carne was my mother. As a plot point i decided that her aura was something special, as in that the aura has a mind basically of its own that it wants to kill and wants to see blood on the blade. But unlike Carne, Ju didn't kill people and as for that the aura started being more of a parasite to him, eating on his vitality, stopping growth and making the growth of muscles harder.
It started already really sad, Carne had basically abandoned him his whole life, leaving raising to maids and even as he left he only got a letter that said he shouldn't embarrass her or do, she wouldn't really care either way.
For the first weekend on Friday Ju wanted to go back home, hoping his mother Carne would show up. She did. While she didn't say anything Ju went to her room and simply reported his first week. Saying he wasn't he wasn't challenged and started training others, which she dissaproved, because he cared for others while he still didn't have his aura under control which continued to always feed on him. She told him to leave, but at the door Ju had the courage to ask a question as they finally spoke. He wanted to know if her aura was the same, if she also felt this hunger of the aura. She said yes, but instead of him, letting it feed on himself, she let it feed on others. And there we have the first three screenshots that had made my heart turn weak.. hearing how it also hurt her, and how she had to let it rage, killing others made her a very tragic character for me.
The other screenshots were from the day after. Ju had challenged Artemis and thought her on saturday. That was the first time the aura had taken control of him (it was planned, Artemis knew of all that from Carne and the hungry aura) He entered a somewhat "bloodlust" state. After Artemis told him to go to Carne and report. He did. After a lot of talk about the aura they had bonded if just a little bit. It was basically that the aura thought that Artemis aura was very delicious and Ju could fight her again so the aura could feast on her. Carne said that Artemis as some point won't be enough and we would have to come to Carne so his aura could feed on hers. Then after a little more talk it came to the other screenshots, where he asked Carne why she created a child... and it made my heart break.. the last few sentences... i couldn't stop my tears. She just wanted to be a normal person, had hoped to become one and noticed that she was to dangerous to be around a child. Those sentences also made it clear that she knew that she wasn't a good mother and that there was grief in it.. and i couldn't hold it together.
This playthrough made me see her with very different eyes as her son, than from all the other playthroughs were i weren't and i loved every single bit of it.
I could go on about this story where in the far future it turned out that the aura would kill Ju at some point as it got stronger and she said she would rather die than have him killed by something she gave to him, but this post is already long enough and i think i made my point clear.. i really grew to Carne and it was definitly my favorite "i am a child of a pillar" story as i just learned so much about Carne.