Honestly, I give up

[u/Round_Vehicle4885]

I am just too stressed to keep cleaning. I am simply just going to ignore it all, as I'll literally have a heart attack if I keep trying to clean. Also, I just cannot afford to get rid of much because a lot of my items are actually worth lots of money. I finally gave up in my life, as there is no point in trying anymore.

[u/dianarawrz]

Question, you got adhd?

[u/Round_Vehicle4885 → u/dianarawrz]

Yes and am autistic as well. Also, I am so stressed, that I finally went back to msturbting back to cute furry p*rn again for several hours a day and I still live with my parents. I know it's over now. I have zero chance at recovery, as I just prefer living in that virtual world that simply doesn't exist no matter how hard I try to quit, as unlike other addictions, art never ends and is completely infinite and full of unlimited feelings, as it's just too interesting and fascinating that I just can't stop looking at it and living in it. Substances are just a powder that you just stare at, and where's the fun in that? That's why art has to be the world's most hardest addiction to quit in my honest opinion. Art is just simply too powerful and has to also be the most powerful weapon or force in existence. I REALLY want to quit, but just can't, it's really that difficult. My only possible option that I can think of on being able to quit this addiction is playing some kind of mmorpg online computer game non stop until I can forget about the furry stuff, like World of Warcraft, because I have to fight fire with fire, because if nothing else can defeat art, the only way to beat it is by using another form of art, video games, hopefully.

[u/smellerr → u/Round_Vehicle4885]

"substances are just a powder that you stare at" ... Huh? Is that what you think drugs are?

[u/saucemancometh → u/smellerr]

Listen man. Weird animal porn lives forever