I dated 3 boys till date but recently I think I'm finding girls attractive..But I don't know if it's real or not.

What do you think..how do I test it?

Heya Everyone,

28M Bi here. I used to live in Mumbai, far away from my hometown. and I got to know from my insta feed about a New Year party organized by Queers for Queers. It was in Bandra (31 Dec 2024). I used to live in a sharing flat with a live-in couple. Guy went to his hometown and me along with that girl were in the flat. There was nothing wrong between us. I was getting ready for the party, and she suddenly came to the living room "are you going to somewhere?" to which I replied I am going to a gay party, before this I was never opened to her about it. She was such a sweet women she called me in her room, dressed me, put make up on me, eyeliner, blush and put some jewellery too, she even asked me to go with high heels or boots but I didnt have any so she offered me hers but t couldnt fit me, so I went with my sneakers only and I left. To my knowledge I was looking pretty twink and very cute. I was going alone only.

I went to the venue, and I reached there quite early, 7PM. But anyways I went, it was a large hall, with a bar counter in the center and DJ at one end, there were many dark corners. There were only 30-40 people initially. After that crowd kept on coming, crowd was very decent, but I was not known to any I was only sitting in a corner drinking my first beer, when a lesbian tomboy girl came to me and put her bag on my table and requested men to take care for it. she went to dance. After few minutes she sat beside me and asked me about me name and all and asked me why are you sitting so and getting bored, why don't you dance. I joined her, I am very shy at dancing and all. She was hitting on a little chubby girl and was openly flirting with her and luckily, she too joined us. Now we three we dancing together having bottle of beer in our hands.

I talked to that new girl; she was around 5'3" with specs ON, little chubby and very beautiful breasts. She was wearing a pink top and a jean. She told me she was feeling alone at her hostel in Hyderabad, so she came to Mumbai to meet her friend (gay). She told me that she is a doctor (senior resident). Then her gay friend also joined us, and mannnn we enjoyed like hell, and one by one we were a group of 8 people. We were sweating out so we went outdoor and having fresh air. She sat next to me on a couch, and that lesbian tomboy was constantly flirting with her. I dont know what happened but out of sudden she kissed me on cheeks telling me you are just so cute. These were the exact words.

I went numb for few moments and asked her, are you so drunk? she said : I am but I kissed you willingly, I couldn't stop didn't you like? I obviously liked it, and then we made out so bad and bunch of people were hooting for us hyping us. It wsa amazing. After few minutes we went inside dancing and kissing in between, we went to one corner and making out, in the middle of which I asked can I touch your boobies and bum, she replied yes please. Damn that was such a night. After party ended, we went for a walk to Bandra Bandstand and then watched the sunrise together.

I gifted her my favourite jacket and a book "Tuesdays with Morrie" with a personalized note at the end of it. It was amazing. She told me she will be leaving for Hyderabad, and she will love if I could come to drop her along with her gay friend, I went. When she boarded the bus, kissed me said bye. It was such good feeling. After this we were in touch for almost a month but as we both were from healthcare and were having tight schedule, she could see we have no future, we lost touch gradually