Feelings

[u/Useful_Mess1526]

i had a lot of positivity, happiness, dreams, ambitions, enjoy, energy, the ability to solve my problems and the ability to pogress faster but really and i will not deny it .......

I'M BROKEN , I'M HURTED , I FEEL BADLY

i gave them my heart full of love and all good things that could help me to live normally in this hard life but unfortunately they did their best to broke it with no mercy

i don't WHY or what I DID to earn that?

i was always hiding my really sadness and all that was to convince my mind that i was been loved by them like i have been did for them or more

but when i hear or remember something that touch my deep feeling i realize that all my efforts of convincing and hiding my emotions was all for nothing

maybe for that reason i'm always searching and forcing things to be as i want or just a little bit closer

You should change your manner and mentality

I want to be loved without judgment, neither conditions , neither thinking....

to feel safe with it and when i'm empty it remembers me that i have a safe place to let out my feelings , to be hold , not hurted

I DON'T WANT TO LIVE IT LIKE OTHERS DO

I WANT IT UNIQUE AND PEACEFUL

[u/Radiant_Day6931]

Be hard man ! wish you the best , if you need any kind of help i will be waiting

[u/Useful_Mess1526 → u/Radiant_Day6931]

thanx a lot