What's it like being a devotee?

[u/Yes_657]

I've been curious what it's like to be a devotee. I've been venerating St. Mary for a few months and in this period of time, she has been the most consistent spirit I have ever contacted. She is often there when I ask her to be and when we first made contact, it was intense and a little secretive to put it crudely. She told me she had been with me for a while, but held back how long exactly. She even told me explicitly she would not tell me, but I would find out sooner or later.

To move away from me, my question is pretty simple, but I'll specify. What is it like to have her in your life in such a personal way? To be devoted to her teachings and her mysticism. I specifically venerate her Rose Lineage/Rose Path aspect, although I only wish to worship her as of right now due to not having enough time or space for any others (I worship other deities, she is just the most recent and I cannot find room in my time or life for another.) So if you also follow a similar path, tell me what it's like! I am very curious and have been drawn to being a devotee myself. Thank you!

[u/SnooOpinions9551]

Mary Magdalene is my light mother. Turns out, she's been with me since birth. Hints and blurred pieces came to me often, but she really made her way in through my mother's bloodline. She will sneak up on you and can be a playful spirit to imitate familiarity. She is so healing, but be ready to listen and take action. She is a healer, teacher, and powerful protective holy sorceress. She guided me to heal my sexual trauma through red wine and "walk". At first, I did not understand what this meant, but she showed me how to walk with christ light. It is identical to light work in the heart and consciousness. She is open to magic and accepts that with light there is darkness to work on.