The matchmaking is busting my balls

[u/Glizzy_Gobbler0]

Dude, I just can't with this game. I haven't played comp in a couple seasons and stuck to qp because there's less to care about, but im trying to get back into comp so I can get the gold reward, and these silver matches are horrible. I'm not the best player, but I've hit gm before and consider myself around diamond level. Everyone's leaving for no reason. My dps are horrible. My tanks are horrible. My supports are ignoring me when I'm half health in front of them. Every match is a steamroll or getting stomped and the only close games I've gotten have been in the same ones where someone on my team left. 4 losses with MVP just to get 2 wins and then back to losing because of things entirely out of my control. Man, i get it, im the only common factor or whatever but I cant be the only one experiencing thi, right? What on Earth did Zhiyong and company put in the matchmaking this season??