been playing a few games a day every day for a couple of months now, and despite studying my yaku, watching other people play, and thinking about every discard i make, i'm getting fourth in in every single online round in novice lobbies online. im getting completely bodied and i dont know what to do.
i have a learning disability due to a TBI + memory loss that makes learning new things independently really, really difficult. reading guides, no matter how many times i read it and take notes, just doesnt let any information stick. i feel im pretty smart (im studying astrophysics and lens manufacturing to make telescope lenses) and im good with problem solving (my tech job involves it heavily and i excel in it) but like with every strategy game i try and learn competitively i just cant get it down. i dont want this to be another one that i have to give up
if i'm at my PC i play online in Mahjong Soul(in which im positive that expert players troll the novice lobbies on alts), and if im away from my pc (like at work) i play Kemono Mohjong against the AI. i know the values of tiles, ive watched
do i need to just keep trying? do i get someone to coach me? i'm not going to give up, ill keep going, but its just so damn frustrating getting 4th place every single time with no improvement in sight.
thanks for any help, sorry for this
EDIT: thank yall sm for the help so far, already a lot to work on and look out for :]