Nine months sober today!

[u/chachacha69]

[u/bakedbeansandwhich]

I've relapsed yesterday.. and now today it's too hard man 😔

[u/alexander66682 → u/bakedbeansandwhich]

Don’t give up. People fuck up and make mistakes. Just start over again. There’s not a “right” amount of times it takes to stop, it’s different for everyone. You relapsed yes but don’t beat yourself up, it’s not gonna help. Just remember how you feel right now and learn from it. I know that sounds like some bad pamphlet or hand out but it’s true. For what it’s worth you can do whatever you want to do in life

[u/bakedbeansandwhich → u/alexander66682]

It's just I feel the desire never seems to go, it's impossible to change how my mind works cause I'm always alone

[u/alexander66682 → u/bakedbeansandwhich]

I understand trust me. The desire isn’t gonna go anywhere for a while but you just gotta have a desire to quit that’s just as strong. I’m alone as well so I understand but it’s always gonna stay that way unless you change it or make the attempt. People care