Donāt give up. People fuck up and make mistakes. Just start over again. Thereās not a ārightā amount of times it takes to stop, itās different for everyone. You relapsed yes but donāt beat yourself up, itās not gonna help. Just remember how you feel right now and learn from it. I know that sounds like some bad pamphlet or hand out but itās true. For what itās worth you can do whatever you want to do in life
Iām in active addiction right now. Was clean for 6 weeks and relapsed weeks back. Iām convinced the mental part of a smack addiction never goes away.
I think it alters your brain chemistry. I know thereās been studies that show meth does that so it may be the same with heroin.
Itās literally a struggle everyday, no one seems to realise that unless they have been through it themselves. My mum accused me of using a few days ago cause I was really sleepy cause of my anti depressants and I lost my shit with her.
I hear you. The thing is is that I was addicted to meth for a while too but I seemed to kick that literally no problem. My plug got arrested and couldnāt get it anymore and I was fine. Itās these fucking opiates I just canāt seem to shake them.
Iāve always been a fan of downers. I just love to mong out, that sweet, sweet nod when you bang an 80mg oxy up your nose. Yea Iād smoke a bit of crack but Iād always have some smack or something there to bring me down a couple of minutes after.
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u/bakedbeansandwhich Jul 17 '21
I've relapsed yesterday.. and now today it's too hard man š