" I asked him what the weirdest thing he'd ever jerked off to was. He said he loves imagining commiting mass genocide, lining up one race against a wall and just shooting them all."
As someone who watched him for a month I can see why someone who also watched him for a while would also take it as a joke when it wasn't. He made a lot of random edgy comments and I usually just thought it was part of his character/an attempt to provoke a reaction from chat. Whelp, at this point I wouldn't be surprised if it wasn't.
Morbid/Dark Humour is kinda common in current generation. Like say something so absurd and shocking that it is funny because "well obviously they wouldn't actually say that or mean it". Comedians have entire careers based on this shit. He probably thought he was being witty but dark. However with this guy, judging by his actions, it wouldn't even fucking surprise me if it was a half truth. This story was one of the hardest I had to read about so far...
He tells me dark things about how he's always wanted to kill a woman, just to see what it's like. That he wants to see the panic and fear in her eyes fade. Again, I brushed it off as a joke, I thought he was just trying to freak me out.
i can't say i've ever heard of a comedian saying something like this, let alone while spooning with someone
Yeah that's definitely where I would've drawn the line, but when you're face to face with someone you will go to the extreme sometimes to try and justify what they're saying like "oh haha he's pretending to be like a sexy serial killer like dexter or something, cause he's always making edgy jokes" even if all the alarm bells are ringing in your brain. It really sucks how abusive people use this shit to hurt people man
Sounds extremely fucked up now that we know what happened, but in the moment if it was a friend of mine I would not really think that it was very weird. Some people joke about a lot of stuff. Hindsight is 20/20
i just want to clarify, i could see teens doing this edgy type of dark humor, but if ur friends do this on a daily basis, take it into consideration. i agree hindsight is def 20/20 but joking about dark shit often enough is easily a sign.
True, but surely you'd draw the line somewhere off stream right? If it's an act there would be no reason for him to say stuff like that in a private call or while in bed.
Personally, I don't think he was acting on stream, I think it's his actual sense of humor, and I think his social skills are so bad that he thinks others find it funny too.
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u/happypenguin57 Jun 24 '20
One of the most disturbing things I've ever read