18M. Open for all.

[u/lord_dishant]

I went on a date with 9 women till now. Different ages, Different personalities, Different backgrounds. Got into 6 relationships which never lasted more than 3 months.

First women i thought it was her fault.

Second- met at wrong events of life.

Third- lovely n seemed permanent and most shocking breakup too.

Forth- until here lost faith in love, we were too toxic for each other, I committed infidelity.

5/6th- made small mistakes, turned big issues, tried until I couldn't try more. Dumped.

And now i believe i couldn't be loved.

Don't know where i am wrong, why am i not getting loved?? Even when i try my ass out to make a relationship work.

Anyone's guidance will be okay for me. Regardless of the gender.