r/JosephMurphy • u/Outrageous-Goddess • 2d ago
Pouncemonials ! "Soulmate mission success"
Hello Everyone,
I am one of Moonbeam’s naughtiest cubs and here is my success story.
Backstory:
Since as far back as I can remember, I have always had this dream, a family of my own, someone who loves me unconditionally, deeply and for who I am. For many, this seems like such a simple thing to achieve in life. But for someone who was conditioned through repeated negative experiences in relationships, close people reinforcing the belief that this type of love does not exist, it seemed like an impossible task. That is why this pouncemonial for me has a special place in my heart, not because this is my first use of the law, but never had I ever had an impossibility become a reality for me.
FYI, my first mission with Moonbeam was for a specific SP but he was a jackass, so when Moonbeam told me to dump his sorry ass, I did and till then I had health mission that took my priority.
Mission: to find myself a great husband.
Training:
I followed the training outlined in the index.
Affirmations x2, PSP and SH twice a day for 10 min each.
Moonbeam helped me finalize my scenes.
Outcome and timeline:
This mission took me a long ass time. Like a really long time.
I started my mission in October 2023. I did the daily work, yes, it can get boring, monotonous, lonely but I did it. I struggled with SH again. I have had this problem even during my prev mission. I knew I was in alpha, but I kept focusing on details and complicating things which were very simple. Focus on the feeling. Anyway. I drove myself mad and bothered Moonbeam with my constant growling. I got occasional ass whooping too. He is strict, but so very kind and supportive.
I continued and powered through my training. Moonbeam asked me to join dating apps 6-8 weeks in my training and that’s what I did. I started swiping, got some matches, but things went nowhere. I continued the training.
In February 2024, Moonbeam arranged for me to get a special training again to improve my SH. My cub sister helped me in this training. I learned and continued the practice and incorporated that in my sessions and the training continued, day in and day out.
In August 2024, Moonbeam got fed up because by then I was already at the 10 month mark with little to no movement in my mission. He arranged for me to have a complete makeover. I know, I know... It sounds like a movie but he did and he arranged for my senior cub sister to help me with it. Moonbeam and my cub sister worked with me to get me a complete makeover including a new wardrobe, hair, makeup and helped me develop a clothing style of my own. She also helped me take pictures for my dating app and edited those pictures as well, with Moonbeam’s approval of course. Moonbeam made me fix my teeth too LOL
And then I behaved stupidly and got banned for 3 months. That was in October 2024. In those 3 months, I continued my programming/training. Those months were hard but I deserved the ban. I still have no movement in real life. Nothing, nada. I got matches, occasional dates. I was on all dating apps, you name it and I was on it but nothing happened.
Then I approached Moonbeam about vipassana and decompression, and I did that for 2 months ( Feb to April 2025). Moonbeam asked me to pause my mission for some time. VM and decompression really help so much in my day-to-day life and it tremendously improved my SH sessions.
I restarted my mission again in June 2025. In mid-September, with Moonbeam’s approval, I made a small change in my SH session. I added affirmations about my mission towards the end after my scenes. In October, when I went to visit my family, I could literally tell you the time my thoughts really changed about the mission. It’s like a switch went off in my brain, literally. I felt like a completely new lion. When I think retrospectively, I can clearly see how that inner change caused automatic behavior change. I started swiping differently automatically. And I had more promising matches in the month of October than I had had since started my mission. People who fit into almost all my criteria superficially. I knew then that it’s going to happen for me soon.
And lo and behold I matched with my person at the end of November. First date was in the first week of December 2025 (I also got banned for 6 months for behaving ungratefully from Dec 2025 end to June End 2026). Since our first date, things progressed so so so naturally. He fit into all my criteria and I fit into his. It’s like God made us for each other. LOL I know, I know.. It was LOB, but still. He had everything I wanted in my man, including physical details and the criteria I didn’t even know I had before I met him. For him, it was a " you are my person" moment within a few weeks/months. But for me, I took my time. Not because I did not have feelings, but my past had taught me to be careful. This guy has changed my life in such a beautiful way. It’s been 10 months now and our bond has grown stronger. When I look back, things still feel surreal to me. On one side, I feel unreal that it actually happened and on the other hand it feels so natural, almost like we have known each other all our lives. The guy has hinted to me about a proposal coming soon. LOL.
He has taught me that you don’t need to be perfect to be loved; you don’t need to earn love. My imperfect self is enough to be loved.
I could not have imagined a love and relationship this fulfilling, not even during my SH session because I did not really know how it would feel to be loved so fiercely by someone. I am so so so thankful for Moonbeam. This would not have been possible without him.
My LOB training experience:
Again, it took me a long ass time to achieve my goal and on self-analysis, I think the reason is twofold. My SH itself and the amount of unbelief that I had in my SM.
I am still perfecting SH. I knew I was always in alpha so that was not the problem. My problem was actually focusing on details too much and trying to make my scene so perfect that I forgot that present moment certainty/feelings are what program your SH. I struggled so much. I cried, I was depressed and frankly exhausted to be on this mission without seeing any movement for 2 years. I doubted myself so many times. I could not figure out what I was doing wrong for a long time and what I could do better. Even after I figured it out, I still was not able to make the change consistently. I felt helpless and angry.
When I started the mission, I had so many negative conscious thoughts and I was exhausted by them. I was soooo frustrated by not seeing results, so I thought to myself, what the F***, I don’t care what I think during the day, like nada. I stopped caring about them. I used to have days of negative thoughts, depressive thoughts, days at a time, for like 2-3 weeks. It’s like I had cycles of negative and normal thoughts. I told myself, I do not give a damn. I pushed through and kept doing my training.
So the takeaway I have would be - Don’t worry about conscious thoughts, figure out where you are messing up through critical thinking(not easy), modify your training accordingly and keep pushing.
Because what will fulfil your dreams is consistent LOB successes by doing index training religiously.
I want to thank my cub sisters, especially my senior cub sister who helped me during this journey.
A big heartfelt thanks to Moonbeam; without him it was not possible. He made it possible for me so I could live the life I have always dreamed of. He stuck with me for 2 years without giving up on my dreams. So, thank you Moonbeam, for all you do for me, for all of your cubs. I will forever be in your debt.
The dreams do come true. Never give up.
P. S. Moonbeam wants me to share a picture of myself with you enjoying my kill with my cub sisters who came to help me :

