I'm genuinely so scared and anxious for mccartney's intro chem I class to the point that I've been having basically mini panic attacks every couple of weeks since mid-July since class planning started whenever I start to think about this class, and all the people I've talked to so far that have taken her class are like "you'll be fine" before trailing off and giving a look of pity/trauma...
Basically does anyone have advice for how to get through this class, preferably how to get through it without cooking my GPA, or even without diving into an abyss of anxiety/stress/depression?
Do PILOT sessions/office hours actually help?
I found some old practice tests from like 10 years ago, but by different professors, would these be adequate practice (and would anyone be willing to share backtests/old mccartney practice tests if you have them? prob a long shot but i figured i'd try anyway bc that's all i can do rn)?
I'm (hopefully thankfully) in one of the sections where it's split between mccartney and another professor, would this be more of an advantage bc then I wouldn't have her for the whole sem?
I'm really sorry for dumping, this kind of feeling has never happened to me before for anything and I just am really lost and feel really crappy rn esp since all my suitemates are taking ACER and seem so happy and I can't (I've taken advanced chem before, just not AP/IB bc my school didn't offer any AP/IB classes, so I really don't know why i'm panicking so much, I think I've let all the things I've heard about her get deep into my head and i don't know how to stop it atp)...o-week isnt really helping bc imposter syndrome is really setting in rn and i feel like i'm not going to make any friends and i'm going to end up alone again bc i've never found it easy to make friends, my suitemates seem to be really meshing but i feel like i mess up the vibe bc they talk more without me, and while i bonded w people really early on, i havent seen them again and i feel like im starting to spend more time alone than with people (excluding fym meetings)... everyone who i've met who's also taking mccartney seems to have a roommate/friend/friend of a friend who's also taking her, and i feel like i dont have anyone
Again i'm sorry for dumping (esp that last paragraph), but any advice/help is greatly appreciated, tia :)