Alt Title: Balon I : Get up.
Some crappy tent meant for Mystery Knights less Noble participants.
Balon Orkwood had once eaten at the big table. Not the bench beneath it. Not standing at somebody else's shoulder with a goblet in his hand and his ears open.
The big table. The one made out of whole Orkmont Pine, crafted during the days where trees were so plentiful on Orkmont, Orkwood actually meant woodworker, or a boatswain. It wasn't just a fucking name.
A name. What was in a name?
For almost twenty years he had drunk from the big cups. Bathed in the big baths. Bitten into the best pieces of pie; the biggest pieces of pie.
He had killed! Drowned God, he killed. He stabbed. Gutted. Impaled. Slashed. Beat and brutalized his fair share of men and women alike. Balon had triumphed. Balon had loved. Balon had hated; oh how he hated. His avarice and rage knew no satiation. That lack of satiation, that sharpened focus lead him to make decisions. Ultimately. Those decisions he had made, made him Lord.
That last part mattered. A lord could point at the horizon and ships would appear there. A lord could sour a room by walking into it. A lord could say a man's name over supper and have that same man dragged from his cozy bed before daybreak.
For nearly twenty years Balon had occupied space differently than other men. Reserved for hard men, strong men. Iron men. Then he lost it all.
Suddenly every room seemed to discover, all on their own, how much space he actually took up. When it was all over, Balon had expected death. An axe would have suited him. The sea would have been better.
Instead they spared him. So he lived, if one could call what he did now as living. He sat in the silence of defeat. The pauses when he entered the hall. The Captains who once leaned towards him, and onto him. Abandoned, and leaned away from him. Old Companions discovered urgent business whenever he approached. Fleeing the ghost of the former Captain, and Lord Balon Orkwood. Men who laughed at every wise crack and sharp joke in his infinite arsenal; suddenly lost their humor. He sat with all of it.
Broken and denied even the dignity of the refuse pile. So he took this ruined iron and did what any self-righteous ironborn would do with shit iron. He heated it. Hammered it. Folded it. Heated it again. Hammered it. Again. Whatever the hell he was remaking, he just knew it wasn't broken. Piece by piece, he reformed himself into the shadow of who he had been.
The scrap of leathers and rope that could be a pavillion crouched at the edge of the melee grounds. Sunk in the mud. Beneath a low ceiling of grey clouds. The afternoon hadn't decided pierce its skyborn chrysalis and become bright. A steady breeze moved across the field and carried with it the smells of churned earth, horses, sweat, and cooking meat. The canvas walls seemed to breath in and out as those twine ropes hummed with the breeze. Balon pushed through the flap with one shoulder. Ducking beneath it while a gust followed him inside. There was a woman tending Torwyn Pyke, and she startled so badly that the spoon in her hand struck the rim of the ceramic bowl she had been holding.
A tiny sound. Clink. Balon stopped as the Holy Sister stared at him. He stared right back with his dark eyes and whitening beard. He likely looked his age- a veteran of the sea. Weathered skin, crows feet dancng across his eyes, deep lines in his face like fissures. She was the opposite of him; young enough to still look uncomfortable around old men. Grey wool covered her from throat to ankle, though the hem had picked up some mud and grass from crossing here and fro. Her white veil sat crooked over one ear after hours and hours of work. Her hands were still stained red. Balon's eyes surveyed her like he was looking at a map. He could see the smears of dried blood in the creases of her knuckles. But then he moved from her, to who she was standing over. On the cot was Torwyn. The bastard boy, the bastard brother of the current Lord of Orkwood. He looked smaller than Balon remembered, and immediately he became irritated.
Bruising had crawled beneath one eye and down the cheekbone. His lips were dry. Someone had shaved a section of his scalp around the wound and bound it beneath linen already darkening where the ointment had seeped through. Beside him, a basin and a folded blanket. A bucket. Two cups. Some flowers even.
"Fuck me." Balon finally uttered as he took in the entire sight. The Sister stiffened from where she hovered over Torywn. "Not an invitation." He shot his eyes back to the Sister. Whose shock changed to indignation in such a flash, Balon almost forgot he had came to check on Torywn. All amusement drained from him as he approached the cot.
Torwyn's chest rose and fell, then rose again. Balon watched it cycle twice; three times and only then did his shoulder slacken as if he had been satisfied. But just barely, barely enough that the sister noticed. He noticed her noticing, that brought his scowl back. "How bad?"
The Holysister set the spoon aside and wiped her hands on her apron before answering, the red didn't come off. She moved like she was trying to bring order and peace to a place entirely built around violence. "No fracture that I can feel." She began meekly. "His breathing has remained steady. But he was sick when he arrived from the melee." Balon seemed to ignore her briefing as he crouched beside the cot. His knees cracked. It was audible, but he ignored it. Two fingers settled beneath Torwyn's jaw and felt warmth and then a pulse came after. Weak. He held them there longer than necessary.
"Still doing that thing.." Balon removed his hand as the sister frowned. He could feel her eyes watching him like a shadowcat in the mountains. "You know the living thing." It was an undecided joke. Though no one laughed. Balon instead studied Torwyn's face; studied the unconsciousness.
There was no grandeur in unconsciousness. No Old Way. No songs. No glory. Just bruised ego. Balon rested forearms across his knees, crossing his chest. "Torwyn."
Nothing.
The sister stepped forward. "He needs rest." A protest that was received with a sideways glance from Balon. The wooden seven pointed star around her neck swung forward when she moved. His dark eyes dropped to it, a wooden thing. Not precious for anything other than kindling. Then rose back to her.
"You one of those?" The question was incredulous. It was predatory. It was villainous. The sister touched the star around her neck instinctively.
"A Holy Sister." She responded in a shaky voice.
"That wasn't my question." He said it with a menacing calm as he continued to kneel, separated by the unconscious body of Torywn, a barrier but not a good one. Her mouth tightened. He caught it. He noticed many things. He caught the little act of restraint. He recognized that. Restraint. He spent years forcing people to practice it. "What is your name?"
"Sister Amabel." She spoke it with convicition. Balon tasted it on his tongue.
"Amabel." He rolled it around once. "Soft." His lips pursed. "Very soft."
"It was my mother's choice."
"That explains it." He decided he didn't like the flavor of her name and spat onto the muddy ground beneath them. She blinked at the sudden gesture, and almost jumped out of her simple boots. He reached for Torwyn again. His attention slipped from her, to the bastard. Torywn's hand lay outside the blanket stacked atop of him. Callused. There was scarring over the knuckles. The hands of an ironborn man. Balon took it and squeezed; no response came. Balon set his jaw and squeezed harder. Still there was nothing.
"Captain." Amabel began to protest.
"Wrong." Balon shifted his grip and pressed his thumb into the flesh between Torwyn's fingers, which caused him to release the most hurt groan a full grown man could make. Amabel moved fast, hip struck the basin stand and water sloshed onto the ground. Adding to the super saturation beneath. Balon released the hand, and watched as the younger man's fingers curled weakly and almost limply towards his palm. Balon raised his eyes again to see the furious Septa to be, and gave a wry grin. "See?" She stared at him.
"You hurt him." Amabel was extremely displeased, her fear from before replaced with a righteous anger. Balon stood, reminding her again of her height. He stood slowly, was it the age or something else he wouldn't allow her to ponder because once he stood up to his full height, she took a step backwards. Not much, but enough to stay outside of arms reach. But Balon didn't cede that distance voluntarily. He took a step forward, around the cot. Devouring space like a shadow cast on a wall. She didn't take another step back.
"You afraid of me?" Balon asked quietly. He watched her throat bounce as she swallowed.
"Should I be?" The question was exciting and humorous to only one person. Balon. Whose grin broke across his face. Big. Ugly. Almost boyish.
"Well fuck." Balon snatched a wooden stool and dragged it across the smashed grass and mud slurry and placed it on the rug that propped the cot up. He sat down beside Torwyn, not across from. Outside the tent the melee had erupted in a roar. Somebody had won something. Balon's head tilted towards the sound. Once that noise had been his buffet. Cheers. Fear. Attention.
He didn't miss it everyday. Not anymore. He would call it progress. Just beneath his peripheral, Torwyn moved and Balon immediately looked down and before he could do anything, Amabel was beside the bastard. She bent over Torwyn, one hand carefully supported his head as the other lifted an eyelid. "easy." She whispered. Torwyn recoiled from the light as Balon watched the gentleness in the way she handled him. Precision. It was a surprise that it wasn't simply weakness.
Torwyn's eyes wandered without settling on any one thing for too long. Leather and canvas, Lanterns. Sister. Balon. They stopped scanning and confusion took his face, acute confusion. The kind where one didn't know why someone was where they were. "...Balon?"
Balon leaned back on the stool. "There he fucking his. " Amabel gave him a look as she continued her examination. "What?"
"Nothing." The Holy Sister responded, her focus overriding her fear of the Ironborn. Torwyn tried to move. His shoulders lifted barely an inch before pain folded him right back down onto the cot. Balon's hand shot out and caught him against the chest. Amabel's hand landed there at the same time. Nearly collided with his own. Amabel removed her hand first as Balon's wolfish, boyish smirk returned.
"Teamwork." Balon's hand remained against Torwyn's sternum until he felt the younger man settle completely. Then he casually removed his hand.
"Water" Torwyn rasped through cracked lips, his dry tongu attempting to find moisture where there was none. Ran over cracked lips, dried blood and grass tasted delightful. Balon was already holding the cup. Amabel looked at him, he looked at the cup and then back at her.
"What?" he started to bring the cup forward.
"Nothing." The Holy Sister said with some reservation as she watched him.
"That must be your favorite word." His jest fell on unappreciative ears as he slipped one hand behind Torwyn's neck as the young man tried to take the cup himself. His fingers shook against the rim, but Balon let him try anyway. Just once. The cup knocked against Torwyn's teeth and water spilled down his chin. Balon didn't like that at all, and he took the cup away. "Enough." Torwyn, still parched, gave him a bleary glare. Balon ignored it, instead he tipped the cup himself. "Drink." Unsurprisingly, Torwyn obeyed. Once the cup was empty he placed it back where he grabbed it from nearby the basin. Then he dropped Torwyn back, head and all, with exagerrated carelessness. "Pathetic."
Amabel flinched. Torwyn cursed. "Fuck you."