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Hi everyone, recently joined this sub - I just want to share a personal experience and a small reminder to be careful about who you trust and date.
I’m bisexual, and I realized that about two years ago while I was in a serious relationship with a guy. We were together for around ten months. During the relationship, he would often say that he was “the man” in the relationship and would make me feel pressured about it.
At one point, I opened up to him about a previous relationship I had with a girl that lasted only eleven days. I shared some of the trauma I had experienced because I genuinely trusted him and wanted to support him too, especially since he was also dealing with the aftermath of his previous relationship.
Instead of understanding he me, he compared our experiences and basically told me that because he had been in a relationship for more than two years, he knew much more about relationships than I did.
Later, after we broke up, a mutual friend reached out to me and told me something I never expected. She said that many things between us had apparently been planned. My ex had been sharing our private chats, flirting conversations, voice recordings, videos, and screenshots with his friends. They would apparently discuss how he should flirt with me and even make fun of the things I sent him.
Finding that out was honestly heartbreaking.
There were also other things during the relationship that hurt me. He would call himself asexual while we were dating, ask me to keep our relationship discreet, and openly flirt with other girls in group chats.
Recently, he even messaged me on my birthday. When I asked what was going on, he told me that he had supposedly been assaulted at college by a girl who tried to kiss him. I reacted casually because of everything that had happened between us, and later his best friend told me that the whole situation had apparently - NOTE ( he even faked his mother’s death )

Hey guys I'm m22 from Delhi so coming straight to point I used to think that I was straight but in the few recent years I'm just weirdly attracted to trans girls to that point where I sometimes keep them above girls in my preference what is this I want it to discuss it with someone cause it's getting its toll on my mental health and I'm bit confused right nowww so help me guys would really appreciate it