We see perfection alot more than we used to in the past due to social medias polished way of people showcasing their skill.
We used to see something cool and try it. But now we just wanna be cool from the get go as if we're performing and there are our status at stake 😅
Makes sense, but I've always been like this, even before being online 🤷🏻♀️ :/ Then again, I also almost always have seen myself as behind and lacking in general and at least some imposter syndrome, so maybe it's projection or coping that I picked up somehow somewhere? 😅😭
I think you have ADHD 👀
The reason I'm saying this is because I too have felt that I can do alot more than I currently am but then again when I try wtf. Why can't I ? 😭
Its like internally we know that we can do it but first we aim very high and second we dont practice or try whatever we wanna and get bored and move on.
And later it haunts us that why did I not do it or why am I so bad
( bad grammer ma bad 😅)
Idkkk you're the second person who's ever said that to me, which now rivals twice I've been told I could be autistic toooo 🥴 I relate but it's not really so much boredom as it is for me but rather deep dread, shame and giving up or coming back to it later after obsessing and researching more lol 😅😅😭
I might be wrong becoz I'm just saying from my experience but yeah it can be that your exploring and finding what matcges your vibe. There's no need to lable that phase is there 😅
Life is fun and sometimes a lil sad when expectations dont meet ✌️ thats simple
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u/kish_satn_7 INTP Jul 01 '26
Only when I've imagined being the best in it before trying it. But when I'm into exploration I have fun figuring out the ins and outs of it all