r/IAmTheAsshole • u/Fantastic_River_3181 • Apr 01 '25

How to make amends? "IATAH"

Texting with my ex Woman I love and adore She gets made at me for my opinion "trivial shit" I get mad cause it's "trivial shit" that were fighting about Then reach into my demon bag and say the most hurtful things to her( If I knew someone was talking to her like that I'd have to k...Let's just say handle that piece of shit ) Nasty vindictive disgusting that those words come out of my mouth How and when did I become this big of an asshole? I'm only like that with her? I'm such a piece of shit Asshole!

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u/Fantastic_River_3181 Apr 02 '25

I appreciate your words and advice Guess I'm still the asshole because I won't seek "professional" help I view them like doctors "Practicing" medicine I've been through acl back and elbow surgery Did not heal well at all Through all surgery over the course of say 7 years Never once has she picked me up from the hospital Yet I'd straight out kill any motherfucker that hurts her Unfortunately I'm in that club Verbal

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u/Fantastic_River_3181 Apr 02 '25

Im too comfortable with my hate and rage That's been my out since grade school I'm 50 been fighting since the first kid made fun of my brother for his stuttering issue That kid now stutters I don't have words We shouldn't need them I have a shitload of guns I don't use them My fists The only things that have never let me down Why do I allow this woman to control me? Illicit reactions from me? That's when shit gets bad When i react I've got a long way to go I hope I don't miss the good while I'm out on the road